midnight drama

studying philosophy gives you a reason to kill yourself...

asking why we exist is a cliche.. I don't wanna ask that question anymore.. I don't want to ask why do we keep on living when there are soooo many consequences..

maybe I'm just afraid.. or bored with life...

I don't have the means of discovering the world.. I don't have the money, the time, and the balls to do so.. and if you can't leave your shell... what's the point of staying when you've seen it all?

or maybe I haven't seen everything.. I haven't seen a plane crash.. I haven't seen a person kill himself.. I haven't seen a multitude of people die..

but who said that I cannot see that all in once? it's possible.. all I need is money...

I think money is the only thing we need to survive..

not love.. not peace.. not even religion..

a guy can do drugs and die happy.. all he needs is a wad of cash and a dealer.. no love, no peace, no god...

if there really is an afterlife.. will that person be punished for doing drugs? I do not think so...

it is illegal to do drugs.. yes.. but why would a god leave these things lying around for anyone who has the brains to process it, sell it and use it?

I do not believe that there is such thing as evil.. or good.. we base it on our principles.. on what institutions tell us..

it is when we do not like a certain thing.. we call things evil or good.. I think it's just an instrument to scare us into not doing it...

the catholic church scares us about hell when we kill ourselves.. while the muslims encourage people to kill themselves.. provided that they do it for Allah.. and they're rewarded with a bunch of virgins in heaven..

maybe I should convert to Muslim..

I've blabbed too much.. and I'm pretty sure none of you guys even give a shit..

suicide is happiness