on to the doy

no, I won't do volunteer work because number 1: I am technically a part of the depressed community that needs help... and number 2: I don't act charitable because everyone else is doing it...

yes... I am a non-conformist... especially to things that require much of my time... seriously...

people might flame me like the dubai lady in facebook... but no... I am not saying that we (and when I say 'we'.. what I meant was the Rizal area) deserved what happened... I am not saying that there are many sinners here and shit... what I am practically claiming is... hinde ako makatao...

end of argument...

or if you'd like.. you can post a comment and say how much of an ass I am... and expect other people to agree with you.. and expect me to not reply... but I would like to assure you that your efforts will be given due recognition.. albeit.. not online...

taray epek aside...

I do not feel like helping them by packing relief goods and helping with the process... I do not want to help others with something that I am not good with... relatively hard labor... yeah sure.. you can say that even the smallest of effort counts... okay then... let's just say every night I fervently pray for them.. any more qualms?

but seriously.. no.. I am not praying for them... I'm pretty sure God gave them what they need to survive... and no.. I am not pertaining to their material belongings because those things weren't given by God in the first place... following the theory of intelligent design.. God designed us so that we can stay alive... heck.. if the homo erectus did it without their permanent settlements.. what more with homo sapien sapiens? ooops.. wait.. those are two opposing ideas.. scratch that...

yeah sure... the typhoon will mark the beginning of the end of the world.. and I'm thrilled to have this humbling experience... that we have this finite existence on this planet... and that we will eventually go to a higher state of being... or whatever you believe in, young padawan...

but yeah... I won't help repacking the relief goods because number 1: I'm too lazy.. and number 2: its not my expertise.. and when I can't perform at my best.. I become lazy... so yeah.. I'm not being lazy because I'm a worthless piece of shit... I'm lazy because if I can't do my best... screw it.. I'm not doing anything at all... either I put my best foot forward and blow everyone away or I become a part of the crowd and barely do a dent of change...

...even Jesus wasn't a part of the crowds... he was the reason why there were crowds...