Wednesday, September 07, 2011

such fleeting emotions they are

Our hearts are pretty young. I don't know, I dunno. Maybe yes, maybe no, but can I really argue?

Maybe it's wrong to be young, at times it really is. But it's not really how young you are, it's how mature you act. It is also not how old you are, but it's how youthful you still feel. What is appropriate for a beating heart to reciprocate? A decade apart? A year? A month? A week? A day? Or is it that moment you lay your eyes on someone, and time suddenly...

stop

it is never really logical, rarely can you find the right rationalization. maybe it's a biological reaction? could hesitation be essential? a lot has been through the most crippling of moments, leaving you unable to act on it.

it's stupid, believe it.

but it is what makes everyone else happy. the only thing making a tricycle slow is it's third wheel. such a hindrance perhaps? but no I still cannot say that I love you. not only have I grasped the concept of love completely, but I've yet to make that first step.

a step forward? I hope

a step sidewards? I can settle for that

or a step backward?

I hope never to live in dreams of bliss, that I may be able to make it into reality... no matter how it may suck, at least it's a step forward.

because time is a fixed construct.

2 comments:

Mikko dC said...

Ay wow too deep =)) Nalunod ako =))

Kenneth Francis Fernandez said...

nag-dee-deep-an lang 'to. wala talaga 'tong ibig sabihin.