Wednesday, June 03, 2009

sweat dream

I took some antihistamines to help me sleep... hopefully... I won't spend a moment in my waking world...

I don't want happy dreams... I don't want nightmares... all I want is to be able to go through the day...

I hate good dreams... they make me feel how better it is to just sleep... and sleep.. and sleep... forever...

and I hate nightmares because I don't want to see where I'm going to when I go flatline on the hospital bed...

I shouldn't have dreams... but lately... I've been having them...

then I'd be waking up with an unusually fast heart rate while remembering the children I saw being dismembered by incapable ace hardware employees displaying their chainsaws...

*after dinner*

I think the pill is kicking in.. I'm feeling sleepy already... and my muscles are feeling weak.. wait... I think this is actually how I normally feel like...

dream a little nightmare of me...

1 comment:

Mikko dC said...

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