only version

I shouldn't feel empty.. because it's something immense...

and I shouldn't feel good about it... because it is only an illusion...

I should feel overjoyed... because it's what I've always wanted...

and I should feel like shit... because it is part two without the smartness factor...

stupid juxtapositions and shit...

and I don't know why you say goodbye and I say hello... hello..

hello?