yeah.. I do believe that I have high cortisol and low serotonin levels.. I think I'm clinically depressed. or maybe I'm just in love? nah... highly unlikely. but I don't have a laboratory to even test my blood for cortisol and serotonin and crap... oh well.. I don't think I'm making any sense. well.. I always don't.
well this is gonna be one long boring summer or boring long summer? I dunno.. I'm bad at linguistics anyway. I just felt like I really need to type this down even if I have a hard time with talking.. or speaking.. or whatever.. I find it hard to express my self verbally. and to think that I'm planning to take up law.. oh well.. lucky me. maybe I'll just go to med school and get the medications there... maybe some antidepressants.. or something.. but there are easier ways to be happy.. but c'mon.. I still wanna get my driver's license.
I'm really bad at doing blogs, my last blog was like.. crap.. go check it out on the links section.. but I suggest you'd rather not. because there are other sites that you can waste your time on.. a site more substantial than a person's.. ummmm.. thoughts.. I never understood the point of having a blog anyway. I don't read other people's blogs myself.. I'm not just interested with what's going on with other.. ummmm.. people.. especially my friends.. well not that I have any friends that use blogs.. but yeah.. I'd rather hear my friends telling their thoughts or whatnot to me than reading it from a blog. I might not have a friend like that cause I'm not really the warm and accomodating type of friend. I can never help you with anything related to the human psyche. maybe with technical stuff.. like troubleshooting or something. but I myself think that I suck in that department. bullcrap..
anyway... I feel kinda uplifted right now.. I think it's because of this blog entry.. maybe that's the reason why people do blogs. it's something therapeutic... it's like talking to someone.. or something.. well I don't have anyone to talk to anyway. nobody would understand what the fuck cortisol, dopamine, serotonin, diuretic, homeostasis, tetrahydrocannabinol are. well I hope I meet a neurologist or psychologist or a neuropsychologist.. that'd make a good friend. hmmmmmm.. expect to see more entries this summer. well.. maybe because I feel bloody depressed and I don't have anyone to talk to... screw me.. I'm sounding like a bloody emo kid.
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I thought you were going to take up pharmacology?
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