I'm having a hard time to fall asleep lately... I feel like shit and I need opiates.. or just a sunny day.. rainy days make me feel sicker.. but I guess its better to have rain now than to have it on school days...
I gained 7 pounds... and I feel like throwing up.. but at least I have wonder tablets...
I wish I had doctors as parents or pharmacists who can get me desoxyn or ritalin... but you can get desoxyn in the streets as well.. they call it shabu... but ritalin? meh... you can't find those things on the street.. people would rather lose weight and sleep and brain cells and get high than treat ADHD..
I am extremely pissed off with the gloomy feel of today's weather.. I'd rather be in a fucking desert right now... or a beach.. anywhere hot and dry... no rain.. no cold breeze.. no snow.. no humidity.. no shackles..
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