waiting

... is actually difficult..

you start to count the weeks...

then the days..

the the hours...

and ultimately...

every single tick of the clock...

I thought waiting was easy...

I wait for basically everything... I thought I was used to it...

what I was actually enduring all the time was...

anticipation...

I don't want to anticipate anymore... I'd be no different from the urban poor..

the thing you're anticipating won't come into fruition if you don't work for it...

I've always been the lazy type... a quintessential Filipino..

I'm also the 'give up in the middle of everything' type.. I am a quintessential Arian..

but who the fuck cares... we're totally gonna change the world!

with purple ink pens and high speed internet...

capullo