I saw her again today.. like I always hope for. somehow, it never gets old. I see her for a few seconds and it makes my day... really, of all the things the universe can endow me, I'd settle with her recognizing that I exist. sure you can dismiss a few seconds of eye contact to be something which happens to everyone. but I tell you, it's different. you just don't meet eyes with someone for the past two and a half years without any form of familiarization with the other person. I'm pretty sure she recognizes me...
although I noticed something different... just recently it takes a while before I recognize that it's her. like: I'd be standing and I'd look at someone... and a few seconds later... it'll register in my brain that it's her. and by the time I recognize that it's her, I'd at least stared at her for 3-5 seconds. you might argue that it's just a few seconds, but no, the subconscious mind works faster than a second... so the 3-5 seconds is huge.
apart from my delayed reflexes, I also noticed something... unappealing. it's just a little thing though, something that even I can fix. I noticed her bad choice of makeup. she's a few f-stops whiter than me, but she definitely isn't white... she's light brown at best and yet she's using makeup designed for rosy white people. imagine me putting powder on my face, and the whiteness of the powder is noticeable on my brown skin. I'm no expert but I can at least tell if someone is using the wrong makeup... not because I'm gay, but because I just have too much time on my hands. but yeah, she should've used something which blends well with her skin tone... or she shouldn't have used make up, she's pretty without it.
for more makeup tips visit: http://www.youtube.com/user/MichellePhan I'll reiterate, I am not gay. okay?
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