pifty cent

final day.. hoorah.. too bad my dad hid the modem when we were still in the province... now that I am back........ LET'S GET PARTY!!

too bad I wasn't able to do a blog entry when I was still in the province.. because give me two hours of bloody sleep then I'd be as insightful as hell..

whatever

I forgot what I was supposed to type here to end the Grandaddy's Funeral Saga... I totally hate my memory... give me 10 minutes..

after watching GTA IV's final trailer and Guitar Hero: Aerosmith's trailer et cetera.

oh yeah... I remember now..

I think there was never a funeral that I cried in when everyone else were crying.. it's like "bloody hell why can't I bloody cry over a bloody corpse".. bullcrap.. I always ask myself why can't I cry at occasions like that.. maybe I'm too emotionally detached or something.. well my interpersonal skills aren't really ummm... I dunno.. I suck at being a normal human.. but the concept of being normal is actually subjective.. soooooooooo.. ummmmm... but most people consider me queer(hahahaha.. queer).. I think Jonas is the only kid I know that told me that I'm normal.. and he thinks everyone else suck.. yeah.. totally.. and bloody hell.. he's not Filipino.. maybe it'd be better for me to migrate in a country that would consider me normal so I can live a normal life and have a normal wife and normal kids and normal neighbors and normal friends and normal enemies.. I never really liked the idea of 'pakikibagay' or something.. I'm not really good with words anyway.. but yeah.. I don't like the idea of changing what you really are to be accepted in a certain community.. I'm pro-cultural diversity.. :D.. that's why I hate it when religious sects ban homosexuality.. or white power groups(ie KKK).. yeah.. I'm a victim of racial discrimination too ;).. that's why if I were the president.. I'd allow same sex marriage! if the bishops would label my actions preposterous and use the argument "God only created man and woman.. no tweeners".. then I'd use the anti-thesis "homosexuality is a genetic disease.. anomalies happen".. I never really believed that religion should meddle with political affairs.. we have the ethics board and the opposition party to do that.. I've always wanted a gay president.. have you noticed that some of the most creative people are gay? or they're gays in denial? I dunno.. you have gay directors in the philippines.. you have gay comedians.. you have gay showbiz personalities.. and take a look at your gay classmates.. most prolly they'd be left handed.. left handedness = right brain dominant = creative..

whatever.. I've blabbed too much..

hooray for gays!! as long as they don't touch my genitals.. >:(  yes Paolo Chua.. I'm looking at you!