I dunno... I feel like a crab...
never moving forward and hollow...
I can't say that I always look forward to waking up the next day...
everything went downhill after getting what I want... and I'm pretty sure this'll also happen if I get another thing that I want... life feels empty...
I can hear the waves.. the wind and the birds.. but it all feels empty...
I see the sun.. I stare at it... I see through it.. and it all seems like a blur...
the wind seems to pull my long hair away.. the same way I pull it in frustration...
but now I am not angry.. I am not happy... I am in a state of empty balance... I cannot fall... I cannot rise... for I am devoid of anything even though I have everything I want...
its one of those days where you feel incomplete and yet everything you want and need is with you...
maybe I should try entering room 206
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