well hang

knowing someone who just recently died made me realize how life isn't worth living...

cause our existence is too minuscule to even matter.. life flows on without us.. so I wonder... why live? when dying negates everything you did?

people die everyday and yet we continue on with our daily routines... but yeah.. when significant people die we find it difficult to function.. but after some time.. you are able to move on...

so corollary is... we should just hang ourselves as well... right?

I beg to disagree... because the uncertainty of death, I believe, is enough reason for one to go for the less crappy choice...

suicide is a huge gamble... if what religion says is true.. then snuffing it will put you into a more crappy situation.. but what if the here and now is all there is? then snuffing it is an ideal short term form of escapism..

but both gives us a sense of certainty.. it all boils down to what we want to believe.. and to what belief will we be better off..

that's why I say let's just try to be as happy as we can... because if we can't make our life matter.. then might as well go for the less crappy route