screwy

I've been playing dota for the past few nights... and I've been failing miserably.. against Normal AI on version 59

...and it doesn't seem to be helping my generally bad mood lately. seriously

and eating at Mang Tootz on your own isn't doing me good as well... I need a friend.. seriously.

on the 5th of December its my Nigerian friend's birthday... its one of those things that I am pressured to remember because he asked me and a bunch of his friends to buy him a bottle of Hennessy.. I'm screwed. seriously.

I still don't have a Christmas gift for anyone.. even for myself. Although I was never really a fan of giving or buying or thinking of gifts. I guess the Rock Band 2 guitar bundle I got might be considered as one... but god damn it I had to sell some of my prized belongings to have it. Nothing to be glad about. I'm screwed... seriously.

oh well.. at least the climate is getting better. The winds are getting colder and the afternoons are not as hot as it used to be. But that's a good combination if I want to be ridden by colds pretty much... still screwed.. seriously.

Even though I keep on saying "seriously", I don't think any of you will really take me seriously. Oh well... maybe I've preempted that scenario... and it doesn't really make a difference if people take me seriously or not. I don't seem to be person I used to be... so why bother?

Its not like the page views would even reach double digits for this blog entry.. since multiply, blogging, and multiply blogging is dead.

so why continue on typing? is it really that important to produce an entry?

I guess I'm just doing this for myself... yes, even here I will be a selfish bastard.

again I ask... so why bother?