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I've been listening to some Yoko Ono lately... she's good.. a good alternative to Bjork..

so yeah.. if you're a fan of weird music.. then Yoko Ono should be on your list.. but if you're too artsy and pretentious.. you may call her music as avant-garde...

anyway... its goodbye to 2009... and the year... feels.. like.. I dunno.. nothing...

I can't seem to derive any form of enjoyment out of anything nowadays... its like I am in a profound state of anhedonia.. like my multiply blog title..

my life doesn't feel like its going anywhere... yeah.. sure.. there is the corporate world I have to face after college.. but that doesn't seem like a good direction.. although it doesn't have to suck.. it will definitely suck.. but it won't suck as much... cause I'll be compensated.. with money.. which will be used to buy happiness...

yes... happiness is something that can be bought... because you don't buy something that you know would make you feel like shit... its what economists learn...

but yeah... I don't want to waste a part of my life in an office space working my ass off... I don't want work.. I want do something I like and be paid for it...

although I don't think I'll be thinking of the money when I'm doing something I enjoy.. yeah.. I guess a good job is priceless...

it all boils down to being happy with life... we all live to be happy.. and please.. prove me wrong...