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I wanna go to Richmond's party... seriously.

I rarely go to birthday celebrations... I don't even like celebrating birthdays!

and if ever I decided to go the party, I'd be the youngest guy there. Everyone would be in their twenties or something... and wouldn't that feel awkward? oh wait.. age is just a number... and according to some people.. I don't act my age...

and oh yeah.. I promised Richmond a bottle of Hennessy.

and once again once more... I am running away from my duties. I suck.

It'll be in a few hours.. I can get to his place in an hour or so. But I was never good with politics, and I don't think I can convince the higher powers to green light my plans for tonight. Oh yes... parents.. they're the greatest buzzkills.. next to the government.

I'd like to be as honest as possible.. cause we have too many liars running the world.

But the rationale behind my decision kinda seems stupid.. cause the whole world is practically aware that those who deviate from the rules get what they want and succeeds. It's practically a tried and tested method of getting what you want.

and if there is something I find difficult doing... its lying. SERIOUSLY

I can hurt as much people as I want but at the end of the day my conscience (or whats left of it) will always eat me when I lie.

So it's either I come clean or I kill my parents and threaten Mang Johnny to drive me to Richmond's place.