drumsticks

the real world really is different from high school...

yes.. a year later and I still think about it...

I dunno.. maybe its the lack of clean air to breathe in manila or whatever... but I seem to be living in an entirely different world...

oh well.. I guess I can't expect everyone else to become tolerant as I am...

but for crying out loud... why these people?!

some of the people in class are okay... some are great... some are just there to fill empty seats... and some are just... there to give me a bad day... thats why I normally keep a good distance away from the people in class... and also when I'm at a distance.. I am in a good position to observe them...

my classmates back in high school had their own circles... you'd see a group of people drift away from class during breaks.. yes there were divisions... but I'd still feel a sense of unity among the people...

but come college... the division is just... extremely prevalent...

one good example is the clique of girls in class.. arguably the biggest one... its like a third of the girls in class belong to the group... and they're like the typical girl group you'd see in hollywood films or something...

I don't have anything against them... I'm a tolerant piece of shit.. remember? but anyway.. they're doing their best to be accepted into society.. that is how I see it.. or maybe not the society at large but just to feel accepted.. cause it seems as though that they've formed their own state out to impose their sovereignty..

I dunno.. I don't think I ever saw a clique of girls of that magnitude in high school... yeah sure you'd see groups of women.. but its not as huge as a quarter of the class..

oh well... they always said that college classmates aren't as fun as the people in high school

but I think its the fault of the guidance counselors or whoever who keeps on pushing the idea that high school will be the best years of your life... their marketing strategy makes us seem to think that after high school life wouldn't be as fun or something... c'mon! it pretty much depends on the person if s/he'd have more fun during high school or college or whatever... don't tell us that high school will be the best.. let us find things out for ourselves... cause there isn't any definite formula which would work on people's lives...

or I dunno... maybe I'm wrong... but I'm pretty sure people out there definitely thinks that I am wrong... cause everybody else thinks that they're right... and yeah... I do not hold a PhD or even a master's degree... so yeah... I am dumb... do not believe me...

I am out to control your mind