people attack

I don't think it feels right when people share their life stories to me... not a fan... really

well sure... I listen... I just can't empathize.. but I at least know when someone is lying... I just know...

listening to other people's life stories make my life miserably boring.. maybe that's another reason why I don't enjoy those things.. well sure.. I am well aware that I live a boring life.. but listening to other life stories makes it worse...

or maybe I'm just spending too much time with people who have interesting life stories? or maybe I just can't see how interesting my life is? I dunno... life is full of questions.. most of which are unanswerable... so why bother asking questions?

lets face it.. the higher powers will always be in control.. and the more you ask questions.. the more they'll limit your actions.. and at the end of the day... when you finally get into a position where in you are considered as a higher power... you become what you used to hate.. and now those whom you used to be now hate you... it is a cycle... it is possible to break it.. but at the expense of you being in the same position throughout your life...then you lose the ability to choose which path your life will take... because you will remain in the path where you have always been.. afraid to take another path which will go against the path you are in...

I don't want to think too much.. but there is no point in stopping it.. either I become stupid and happy and docile.. or remain troubled with my questions and ridiculing those who do not dare ask... and when I try to become happy... I become stupid.. and I become what I look down on...

...but who cares? at least I'm happy..

oh wait... I care