I find solace in the certainty of losing things...
anhedonia hello...
but today could be one of the best days of the year...
although I didn't expect it to be this tiring... my feet hurt like hell... but the day was totally rewarding... it wasn't fun.. because work is never fun... but work is fulfilling..
I am bound by law to not disclose what I exactly did... but lets just say it had something to do with exploring manila.. seeing the beauty behind the pollution.. and humanizing the people you see on TV...
but yeah.. everything still feels empty... I found excitement.. which I was looking for... but it felt.. weird..
like.. within the whole space of solace there is a void which shouldn't be there...
or maybe.. if you look at as its intended design... to be incomplete.. then maybe there is no other choice but to look for something else... which works for me... I could live with the void.. but as long as they're at the places I couldn't care less...
and again I see how everyone of no matter how articulate they may be or how thick their make up is... they are as human as we all are...
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