Friday, February 19, 2010

stop and go

it doesn't make sense.. ever.. at all...

like... when you're determined to achieve something... but then for some profound reason you suddenly lost the will to continue...

then you go back to your empty life... devoid of colors... devoid of things to look forward to..

cause when you keep on waiting for the longest time to just click a button... the chase loses its novelty... I can reinvent the wheel... and start the ball rolling.. but the risk isn't something I feel like I should take at this moment...

patience is the key... and I am not a locksmith

the opportunity is there I am aware... but the precautions I am not ready for...

back to happy pills again