state of emergency

I am in deep shit... really really deep shit...

it may be superficial.. but it is still shitty...

but even if that's the case...

everything went as planned...

this semester have been very lackluster.. there are no professors which scares me enough to keep myself on my toes... I wasn't very motivated... yeah... fear motivates me..

since there was nothing to be afraid of... I devised a scheme to make myself think that there really is a threat...

so... I deliberately didn't study nor did I listen attentively to the professors...

end result.. me failing the preliminaries.... and now... I am afraid...

for one.. all of my classmates are doing well with their grades... some are doing well with math because they work hard enough to copy from each other... but I was too lazy to even bother copying..

I got a preliminary grade of 73 for my math.. that's a singko... and there are only 4 of us in class with a singko... namely me, Dwiht, Eddxer, and Airish... and all of our names get red underlines when I type here in multiply... anyway.. our professor's system of deriving the final grade is by getting 50% of the prelim and the final grades.. therefore I get 36.5 from my prelim grade.... for me to avoid a grade of 3... I need to get a grade of 85 or a 2.25 to pull my grade to 79... thus giving me a 2.75... not as pretty as a 2.5 but beggars can't be choosers...

as far as I know among the four of us who failed... I got the highest grade.. of 73.. whereas the three of them got 72 point something....

since Eddxer and Dwiht and I are seatmates... I've been planning for the three of us to work together to pull ourselves out of this predicament... cause I sympathize with the both of them... Eddxer is from Pangasinan and Dwiht is the class weirdo...

so yeah... math is pure teamwork...

I also failed Philippine Literature and Philippine Economic History... I'm just not sure with Philippine Government and Constitution, Logic, and English... but I definitely passed World History...

not to worry really... a failing prelim grade won't damage me as much... cause its the final grade which is important... and the effort I'll put in the final months would hopefully overpower my failures...

LET'S GET IT ON!