a public service reminder from BF and Friends

Nakakairita na talaga yung commercialization ng environmentalism at ang help stop global warming shit... don't get me wrong guys.. I'm not against it.. I'm actually with it I'm doing my bloody part.. pero c'mon.. stop with all the viral crap and stuff..

Di naman talaga ako naiirita sa mga TV stations na may mga environmentalism awareness shows(parang Nat Geo at Discovery Channel).. naiinis lang ako sa mga tao who goes to the extremes or semi-extremes para maging advocate ng environmentalism.. please be subtle in doing it guys.. alam ko ang threat ng global warming.. don't treat everyone like they're bloody ignorants.. and guys.. walang mararating ang pananakot ng mga tao.. oo, alam ko fear is a good motivator.. pero it defeats the purpose of helping eh.. parang "okay magtitipid na ako ng kuryente dahil ayaw kong mag-melt ang ice caps at malunod ako".. pansariling kapakanan lang habol.. ang talagang tinutulungan natin sa pag decrease ng carbon emissions ay ang future generations.. I believe that the death of the world is pretty much imminent.. all what we really are doing is buying time for our future generations to make spaceships and go to another habitable planet.. guys.. may stages ang life ng isang star lalaki yan, liliit yan at magiging neutron star or worse maging black hole..

Kaya guys.. please.. stop with the whole Stop Global Warming shit.. you can't stop global warming.. what you can do is HELP STOP Global Warming.. making people aware won't help.. hate to break it to you guys.. kasi.. eto yun.. oo nga aware na sila.. pero may alam ba silang gawin? willing ba sila na gawin yun?

Sa tingin ko kahit na ba sinasabi nila na they're doing their part to stop global warming nakabukas pa rin aircon nila buong araw eh.. at least ako.. sira aircon sa room ko.. tska di naman ako maarte sa init.. actually nagtataka pa nga ako kung baket antibay ng balat ko eh.. parang.. lahat na ng mga kasama ko nagrereklamo sa sobrang init tas ako parang wala lang eh.. manhid sa init.. pero di ko sinasabing okay lang saken uminit ang mundo.. magmemelt rin ang ice caps 'no! malulunod tayo..

Tska feeling ko dapat ang mga kids talaga ang tinatakot sa global warming eh.. sila ang future natin.. tayo.. sigurado ako na di natin aabutan yung time na tuluyan nang mawawala ang Antarctica o Greenland(hinde yung subdivision ha).. siguro mga.. 1/25th of it's original mass na lang siguro :D... KUNG di natin gagawin ang ating part..

Kaya mga kids, laging alalahanin... kung sa tingin nyo eh wala kayong magagawa para makatulong sa sitwasyon ng mundo ngayon.. pwede kayo gawing fertilizers para sa mga puno.. have a nice day :)

read good... read hard

dorogesta ka daw dong

I love my brain... madali akong makalimot...

nakita ko na rin sa wakas ang pugad baboy collection ko.. at nung binasa ko ulet.. parang bago! dalawang taon ko nang di nabasa yun eh.. pero ayun.. masaya rin pala pag madali kang makalimot.. parang lahat bago pagkatapos ng dalawa o isang taon.. kaya di ko na kealngan ng kung anu-ano electrecution para lang makalimot ng masaklap na pangyayari...... hmmmmm.. putcha! oo nga 'no! gandang ideya yun para sa isang storya.. isang bata na madaling makalimot pero wala namang short term memory loss or something.. tas mala-Napoleon Dynamite.. pero di ganun ka-geeky..

ayun.. kakanood ko lang ng Napoleon Dynamite.. I love slow paced films.. or ewan kung slow paced yun.. pero nakakatuwa talaga yung steady shots at static scenes parang films ni Takeshi Kitano.. tapos wide open spaces mala-Music Sounds Better With You ng Stardust na dinerect ni Michel Gondry.. pero ayun.. it's a nice mix of humor and steady shots.. bagay na bagay nga eh.. kasi mukang mainit sa mga lugar na pinagshootan.. tas mainit dito.. feel na feel mo yung lugar kumbaga.. pero ayun..

napaka-unorganized talaga ng utak ko.. parang wires ng CPU.. mukang pansit..

hanep..

againts daw.. againts.. haha.. RAGE AGAINTS THE MACHINE! RISE AGAINTS! AGAINTS ALL ODDS!

surviving on mugs of bottomless iced tea and countless order follow ups - ang pagtatapos

yes... people.. tapos na ang di nyo pinansing "The Kenneth and The Review Center Saga"..

gumulong na kayo sa tuwa! magiging monotonous nanaman ang mga araw ko!

naiinis ako ngayon kaya nagtatagalog ako people.. pagbigyan nyo na.. gusto ko sana gumawa ng blog entry tungkol sa nangyari sa big brother eh.. yung sinigawan nung spanish guy yung taga la salle.. pero I have work to do... and yes.. I sometimes watch big brother.. lalo na yung big brother ngayon.. may espanyol at german eh.. I've always had this certain affinity towards europeans.. mas maayos ako makisalamuha sa mga european friends ko.. okay.. enough about that...

ansaklap.. tapos na ang review classes namin.. andami kong mamimiss.. as in.. nag-enjoy talaga ako.. not so much sa mga classes.. pero ayun.. masaya pag may kaibigan.. kaya siguro pag college ako gusto ko may mga kaibigan agad ako... kasi parang nahalata ko.. pag soloista ako sa isang school year.. parang mabilis yung taon.. kasi.. nung pers yer.. mga gago talaga kami eh.. ginawang bola ng soccer yung bote ng C2.. tas ginagawang drums yung armchair.. makulay talaga.. pero nung 2nd year.. medyo kumorny kasi yung iba na-in love na.. nahahaluan na ng estrogen yung utak ng mga lalaki.. lalo na nung 3rd year.. parang halos lahat na lang ata may syota.. mga syota na lang kasama nila pag lunch.. mga ganun ganun.. unti unting nawawala ang mga gago sa lalaki.. although gago pa rin sila pagdating sa klasrum.. pero di na kasing gago nung immaturity days namin nung pers year.. paano pa kaya pag portyer na kami.. sigurado tataas nanaman populasyon ng may syota.. tataas ang may estrogen sa system nila.. putcha.. dapat hinahaluan ng testosterone inducing substances yung pagkain sa iskwelahan para mas maging lalaki ang mga lalaki sa skwelahan! tas yung mga babae.. dapat.. ano.. damihan ng estrogen para gumanda ang cruves nila.. hahaha.. pero ayun... napa-off topic tuloy ako...

okay.. san na ba ko.. ayun.. di ko na alam..

anyway.. after isang araw na walang review kahit alam kong weekday.. na-realize ko na.. I really need people.. bawal talaga ako magpaka-soloista.. although kaya ko naman.. pero it will seriously damage my well being.. nung nagrereview ako.. I'm well nourished by Sausage McMuffin w/ eggs and bunch of lunch ng shakey's.. tas occasionally pag hapon.. japanese corn along katipunan(WARNING: wag kainin kung ayaw magkatinga).. diba? o.. may go,grow, and glow foods na sa diet ko! pero ngayon.. wala akong almusal dahil alas diyes na ulet ako gumigising.. lunch ko giniling na ginawang burger.. tas miryenda ko Pringles.. tas alaws akong dinner! kaya dapat may giangawa ako pag summer.. parang last year.. nagtre-training ako sa Beda Mendiola.. at least yun buong summer talaga... eh ito.. I'd be as idle as hell! I'd be pretty much vacant the whole may.. but yeah.. napapaingles ako..

grabe... mamimiss ko talaga sila Oscar.. di ko talaga sila naging kaibigan nung school year.. pero ayun.. kahit alam kong may galit sya saken.. hanep sya kasama.. hanep sumabay sa Adventure nila na amoy computer shop.. hanep rin kasama si Ton.. although one time.. nung di pumasok si Oscar.. sumabay ako sa kanya.. naging tahimik kami.. tahimik talaga akong kasama.. or baka sa mga pinoy lang yun? kasi nahalata ko pag kasama ko yung mga european friends ko.. talagang daldalan kami unless nasa kotse tas di umiimik si Jonas tungkol sa love problems nya.. gago yun eh.. ako ginawang love doctor.. niwala naman saken.. haha... pero yeah.. depende lang talaga sa mga tao at kultura yan.. dapat siguro mag immigrate na lang ako sa Spain.. baka at least dun at home ako.. whatever..

mamimiss ko rin yung math 1 at physics instructos namin.. si Ouch at si Stresstabs.. grabe.. kahit di ako natuto sa sobrang bilis ni Ouch.. ayos lang.. nag-enjoy naman ako sa panonood ko sa kanya eh.. parang nanonood ka lang ng one man sitcom ng conyo.. tas si Stresstabs.. enjoy naman sya magturo.. natututo ako.. tas trip na trip ko itsura nya.. di mo aakalaing teacher.. parang si Ramon Bautista.. pero maayos pa naman itsura ni Ramon.. yun talaga.. parang Empoy eh.. pero hanep sya.. gusto ko sya na lang physics teacher namin.. gusto ko ganun talaga lahat ng mga titsers ko.. mga "looks can be decieving" type.. ganda nun eh.. pag let's say may mga sundalong gusto pumatay ng teachers.. hahawak na lang sila ng mop o ng walis.. tas pag linapitan sila ng mga sundalo sasabihin na lang nila "nagtago sa bundok yung mga guro ng iskwelahan na ito!".. ay! oo nga 'no.. angandang ideya yun ng film! isang grupo ng mga studyanteng may malaking galit sa mga titsers.. biglang nag-rebelde.. pinatay lahat ng titsers.. kasi gusto nila ng anarchistic na school environment.. tas ayun..

anghaba na ng nobela ko 'no? madaldal lang talaga ako pag nagtatagalog.. kaya nga ako nag-iingles sa mga blog entries ko eh.. para di masyadong marami sinasabi ko..

breaking pencils

why do people consider me emo? answer the bloody question and win a bloody prize...

yeah... right now I'm extremely bloody angry... but yeah.. thanks to angst-y songs and a killer sub woofer.. my anger was appeased.. hurrah.. but still.. it bloody sucks when I get angry.. I can't seem to.. uhmmmmmm.. vent my frustration.. no one would listen to an angry kid ranting.. even if there was one.. their advices wouldn't really work at all.. I'd rather have someone who can.. uhmmmm... make me feel.. I dunno.. I can't really describe the thing but it cures me of my anger or depression or whatever.. it's very magical.. and only one person was magical enough to do that.. a lady, a friend of mine, and she's almost tall as I am.. yeah.. amazing.. I've provided you with a shitty blind item.. now go fetch..

all of which are american dreams

I currently have nothing interesting to say... thus, I am again wasting your time.. well it has always been like that.. and I'm lovin' it

yeah.. sure...

I never seem to learn from my mistakes... I always turn into this bloody ass that everyone seem to hate.. or something.. but yeah.. I guess I got used it... maybe that's why I don't care anymore.. or maybe I still do but who knows..

yessssssssssss... death in inevitable

learibaya

yesssss... another person gets recognition for constantly wasting time... but yeah.. I do appreciate it when people have time to waste..

I am currently hooked with Rage Against The Machine.. although I'm not really a true blue activist.. I still have a little activism going through my veins.. that's why I do appreciate bands like Radioactive Sago, System of A Down and the Sex Pistols.. and it's quite ironic because I'm planning to be a lawyer.. and quite frankly, I dislike laws.. I believe that a society governed by ones principles would suffice.. because one would never hindered limitations.. but that would be the most impossible thing to achieve.. people are stupid.. people don't know.. simply put, people are people..

*rolls eyes*

What the bloody fuck was I talking about...

but yeah.. sometimes I don't understand what I say.. it's like.. an entity in my subconscious mind is providing me with the words.. and it's starting to sound cliché.. yeah.. bullcrap..

surviving on mugs of bottomless iced tea and countless order follow ups part 3

the review made me realize two things.......... one, I've wasted 180 thousand pesos on my education for three years.. and two, I'm stupid as hell..

or I dunno.. I'm not really taking the review seriously.. my score ranges around 40-60%.. it's kinda shitty when you think about it.. I guess I'm one of the most stupid kids in class.. but maybe it's just me not really taking the thing seriously..

the review made me hate my school.. because c'mon.. we're paying 60 a year and they're just giving me shitty education.. but I liked my sophomore year in San Beda.. my teachers were great... they totally made me learn.. unlike my 3rd year teachers.. I never really learned anything from them... or maybe it's just the school cancelling days too much.. I wanted to learn the two world wars, history of the roman empire, the scientific revolution and stuff.. but yeah.. oh fucking bloody hell.. my brain isn't working.. I can't.. type in the words that I want to.. I can't bloody convey my bloody message because of my bloody worthless brain.. SCREW SAN BEDA! yeah.. my frontal lobes are too damaged I guess.. but yeah.. sorry for a worthless blog entry... screw my school.. they removed the Philosophy department in the Mendiola Campus because they professors are teaching the students how to rebel against the abbot.. they benedictine monks are a very whiny bunch since the new abbot came.. bloooooooody hell

Mabuhay ang USA! Mabuhay ang Subic!

wala lang.. a bunch of photos nung nasa Subic ako.. some shots are mine.. some aren't.. soooo.. yeah..

surviving on mugs of bottomless iced tea and countless order follow ups part 2

oh yessss.. this will be another epic saga between kenneth and insert possible foe here

since I'm done with my classmates.. let's go to the teacherssssssss!

yes... we've only encountered half of the instructors that would drill lessons into our head.. and I'm guessing it's too early to write something about them... but I forget things easily folks.. forgive the defective neurons.. but I learn better in expert guides than in school.. at least they don't have requirements in expert guides.. and the best thing is you don't have to worry if you have failing grades! it's so amazing!

whatever

Jett Pangan - yessss.. he's our geometry instructor.. funny guy.. encourages the kids(especially the Happy Bunch) a lot.. he also told us that Film Student will pass the UPCAT.. maybe he's psychic! amaaaaazing... but yeah.. he was the first instructor to that we've encountered.. and he never entered our class ever since.. and FYI.. he isn't Jett Pangan actually.. he just looks like Jett Pangan.. and sounds like Jett Pangan.. but yeah.. his real name is Ryan Patrick.. uhmmm.. Star? hahaha.. joke.. my good sense of humor strikes again.. -_-"

The White Instructor #1 - forgive the sucky names.. there seems to be a scarcity of creative juices in my system.. but yeah.. she's our Bio teacher.. she's amazes me actually.. she can write and teach and write without reading anything.. she'll just stand there and talk.. enumerating every kingdom and phylum and stuff.. but sometimes she would stop and space out then continue.. and she has a resemblance with:

The White Instructor #2 - a product of expert guides.. and a Summa Cum Laude grad of AB Psych I think.. I dunno.. whatever.. she was the facilitator of our English classes.. and she bombarded us with Filipino, English, Logical Reasoning, General Information, Current Events tests all in the span of four hours.. and yeah.. I love taking those kinds of test.. you don't really have to study for those kinds of test.. and that's what I'm good at! not studying.. haha.. but yeah.. she's as white as our bio teacher.. if they were robots.. they would probably have the same manufacturer but different model numbers.. like next-gen Asimo(2004) and new Asimo(2005)...

Ouch! - our extremely bubbly 1st year math teacher.. of all the instructors we've had.. she is by far my favorite.. although I wasn't able to absorb what she taught(due to her rapid firing mouth.. bloody hell.. she talks faster than anyone I've seen).. and I actually like her(not the "let's kiss under the stars" like.. but more of "when I am king of the world.. you will be the head of the Preppy Education Department" like).. but yeah.. I scored an amazing 27 out of 65 in the mock exam.. maybe math isn't just my thing I guess...

yeah.. there are other instructors there.. but my brain cannot process things anymore.. or it will explode.. soooo yeah.. forgive the extremely worthless blog entry

patayin sa gutom ang mga mahihirap!

dahil tungkol sa sitwasyon ng bansa ang paguusapan natin ngayon mga kaibigan.. ako'y magtatagalog para asteeg tayo!

gusto ko magfeeling na may paki ako sa society natin.. kaya gagawa ako ng blog entry tungkol sa krisis na hinaharap ng mga mahihirap.. at yun ay ang kakulangan ng kanin.. or something like that

sa tingin ko eh.. di dapat tingnan as krisis yang kakulangan sa kanin eh.. baket? well.. nagaral kami ng Bio sa expert guides nung isang araw.. at pinagaralan namin ang theories of evolution.. naalala ko tuloy yung natural selection ni Charles Darwin(kaya dapat habang binabasa mo 'to eh may idea ka kung ano yun.. or pwede ka rin pumunta sa google at hanapin mo meaning nun).. pero ayun nga.. dapat.. di na talaga tinutulungan yang mga mahihirap na yan eh.. dapat tulungan nila sarili nila! ba't pa kasi sila lumipat sa manila.. eh may magandang buhay naman sa probinsya.. parang isang mahirap na studyante na mas pipiliing mag aral sa Ateneo kasi maraming maharlika dun keysa mag aral sa UP.. laking salot ang kahirapan sa pilipinas.. kaya dapat.. di na tinutulungan mga yan! dapat sinasabi ng government "gusto nyo ng kanin? punta ka kayong probinsya at matuto kayong magsaka!"
 kaya sa tingin ko.. dapat maging presidente si Ping Lacson o si Trillanes.. wag na si Bayani Fernando.. ang aga mangampanya eh.. tas ginawang mala-1984(George Orwell) yung manila.. lul sya.. tas pink pa background.. pero ayos lang.. may konting femininity yung generealy masculine demeanor nya sa tarpaulins.. kaya ayun.. dapat ang government natin ngayon maging super strikto eh.. wala na kong paki kung ano mang anomalyang nangayayari sa loob ng Malacañang.. basta't mawala ang mga di kayang mabuhay ng maayos sa maynila.. walang tao tao.. kung di nila kaya.. pwes! mamatay sila sa gutom! gawan nila ng paraan ang kahirapan nila at wag umasa sa government.. tska yung crusade ni Lozada.. langya.. kelan ba sya titigil? di naman sa di ako naniniwala.. oo.. naniniwala ako na may mga anomalya sa ZTE-NBN deal.. given na yan eh.. parang 'x' sa isang algebraic expression.. where x is the amount of corruption.. korupsyon yan people.. di yan mawawala.. kahit maprove nyo man na may anomalya sa ZTE-NBN deal.. so what? mawawala na ba korupsyon sa pilipinas? tao naman kasi tayo diba?

oo, nakakainis pag nalalaman mong napupunta lang sa luho ang mga taxes na binabayaran mo.. pero.. ang mas mainam na lang gawin eh tanggapin natin yun.. Pilipinas 'to eh.. 3rd world country.. pero kung ayaw mo yun tanggapin at gagawa ka ng eksena sa mga rally.. it's your bloody choice.. pero di naman sa pinipigilan ko ang mga tao na mag rally.. dalawang presidente na ang na-overthrow ng mga rallies dito sa pilipinas.. pero yung mga ganun.. yun yung tipong lahat talaga nag-aagree on one premise.. tska may Cardinal Sin sila.. ngayon wala.. si Jun Lozada? wala.. di bilib mga ibang tao dun.. di rin naman sya religious figure.. pero that doesn't mean na it's a prerequisite na maging religious figure ka para maging instrument of change.. if we can all act as one.. then there wouldn't be a need for a leader.. at ang maganda dun.. di lang isang tao ang magte-take ng glory.. di nya masasabing "oo, ako ang dahilan kung ba't natanggal ang presidente".. lahat lahat ay makakapagsabing "kami ang dahilan kung ba't natanggal ang presidente".. pero kelangan talaga ng leader sa society natin ngayon.. ang isang utopia ay isang suntok sa alpha centuari..

ang haba pala ng blog entry na 'to 'no? gulat ako eh.. mas marami pala akong nasasabi sa tagalog keysa pag nagingles ako.. tipid salita ko pag ingles eh.. pero mas maraming nakakaintindi ng ingles.. right mga coño?

kidding aside.. siguro dapat.. ilagay 'to sa isang publication.. hahaha.. libre mangarap uy!


kaya ayun mga kaibigan.. nagulat ako sa mga pinagtatype ko.. sana wag ako patayin ng mga loyalista ni Lozada.. peace tayo mga la salle kids ha! mahal natin ang isa't isa!

surviving on mugs of bottomless iced tea and countless order follow ups part 1

yes... surviving a week isn't that hard.. it's just........ yeah..

it was a normal urban classroom... a room full of wooden arm chairs with varying designs, two air-conditioning units of different models, cabinets inhabited by cockroaches, a blackboard, a bunch of broken chalk sticks and students from the different parts of the metropolitan area..

my classmates were kinda okay.. and I kinda recognize their faces now.. but I have no idea what their bloody names are.. soooooo I decided to call them as:

The Happy Bunch - a group of 7(or so) extremely youthful looking kids.. they totally look like kids from grade school and they almost act like kids from grade school.. I can't believe that they're graduating students already.. and I totally don't like their humor.. or maybe it's just me growing old...

The Orange Hair Guy - he's the guy from De La Salle Greenhills.. his name is Christian Perez I think.. and he looks handsome in his 1x1 picture on his index card.. I think he's the first ever person to talk to me who isn't from my school.. I like the guy (not the "I wanna squeeze your butt" like.. but more of "if I were king of the world you'll be one of my constituents" like) he's a very sociable guy.. he already has a cult following with the ladies.. with his partner in crime:

The Native Looking Emo Haired Guy - I don't know his bloody name.. but I think he knows mine.. but yeah.. I haven't talked to him that much.. and I don't like him as much as I like The Orange Hair Guy..  but yeah if I were king.. I'd give him a position in my kingdom's army.. him and The Orange Hair Guy always brings snacks and refreshments in class.. kinda cool.. but yeah.. and there's the.........

The Orange Hair Guy's Cult Following - mainly composed of:
St. Paul White Lady - she seems like a smart girl I guess.. or I dunno.. haven't seen her cards
Navy Blue and White Striped Jacket Lady - The Orange Hair Guy befriended her on the 3rd day I think? I dunno.. but yeah.. she used to sit at the leftmost front row seat.. but now she's sitting beside St. Paul White Lady
Film Student - of all the ladies in the class, she's the most intriguing.. maybe because she's taking up Film(is that the appropriate name for the course?).. and judging from her surname I think she's gonna be a GMA director.. or something.. I dunno.. it's kinda cool to personally know of a high school student planning to go to Film School.. maybe if we become friends I might get a shot in making my first mass produced indie film.. bwahaha.. and yeah.. if I were king of the world I'd make her the Chairman of Cultural Development.. although I might not like her artistic tastes
Gomez Girl - I ran out of seemingly random names.. that's why I just used the lady's surname.. and I'm calling her Gomez Girl because she looks like.. well.. a girl.. there's a difference between a lady and a girl y'know.. but yeah.. I'm wanted to call her The Lady Who Thought That Orange Hair Guy Is Emo Because of His Quasi-Emo Hairstyle Which Actually Resembles A Korean Hairstyle.. but that'd be too long and it would be too difficult to call her if I were king of the world.. and If I were king of the world.. I'd make her take a bachelor's degree on the emo subculture and make her take MA and then a PhD to make her learn her lesson.. bwahahaha
Film Student's Lady Friend - I don't know much about the lady.. but I think she's an apprentice of Film Student.. or I dunno.. they both came from Holy Spirit.. where ever that school may be..

and if ever I missed any of The Orange Hair Guy's Cult Following members.. theeeeen.. maybe their existence or presence is too trivial..

next.. we have:

Bato Bato - I like his surname.. bato bato.. it's like a prehistoric folk rock band name.. and he's also a very plump kid.. but he looks older than The Happy Bunch.. and Allen Bren Carlos said that he's the twin of Oscar Paulo Reyes.. isn't it amazing? if I were king of the world.. I'd make him the head of The Department of Precious Stones Excavation..

Buto Buto - hahaha.. Bato bato's friend.. based on his.. erm.. gender.. I'm guessing he'll kill me if he finds out that I'm calling him buto buto.. although he isn't that slim.. his muscle mass is very scarce.. and he has a resemblance with Kyle Guerrero.. but yeah.. too bad he's happy..

Scarcity of Space Guy - haha.. his name made me laugh.. why? well.. that was his answer to the question why do saprophytes exist in the food chain... he said so there will be no scarcity of space.. his answer wasn't really funny but his voice was.. :D

Early Girl - is the very thin girl at the front row who's always the first or second to come to class... very early.. like 50 to 40 minutes before classes even start..

The Fita Girl - she's this little girl that was trying very very hard to eat Fita biscuits like a ninja during chemistry class.. maybe her dad is a ninja..

Kuya - yesssss.. the big guy who joined the class on the second day.. tall, dark and mysterious.. based on the size of his body.. I'm guessing he's an athlete or something..

and yeah.. there are still other kids that I haven't mentioned.. if they're not on this list it's either their existence is trivial or I'm too lazy to give them names... well most likely it'd be the former..

shabu and cocaine makes me happy but that doesn't give me the right to use it

yesss... I survived the bloody day.. I just practically said thanks to those who greeted.. I guess it wasn't so bad.. I guess..

WHO THE FUCK AM I KIDDING?!

the bloody day was totally wasted by spending 9 hours in a classroom for a bloody review.. c'mon.. I can't even last a whole day in the school! or I dunno.. maybe it was the bad Sausage McMuffin with Egg I ate for breakfast.. but I totally felt that this quasi-special day was wasted with studying things that doesn't really interest me.. hell.. I'd rather study the history of Gibson guitars than study subjects that I've already learned.. but I dunno.. maybe that was the point of reviewing.. well.. it totally sucks.. I wanna go to the place where I registered and point a gun to their head and tell them "I want a bloody refund NOW!".. yeah the teachers were quite good.. especially the math guy who looked like Jett Pangan from the Dawn.. the Bio chick was... oooooookay.. she was a good teacher I guess.. if I wasn't so bloody sleepy.. c'mon.. it's like 2 in the afternoon.. who could possibly be in tip top shape at that time?! bloody hell! I'd rather take a half day session for a month.. bloody hell..

I'm happy that the day is over.. or should I? whatever.. I don't think I have anything to look forward to.. it's the same old dull afternoons with Kenneth.. the same old serotonin/dopamine lacking Kenneth.. the same old boring Kenneth.. the same old self-destructive Kenneth.. the seemingly worthless Kenneth.. WHAT THE FUCK AM I TALKING ABOUT?!

sometimes I just don't know what I'm talking about.. I just let the bloody words flow and flow and flow until it becomes a bunch of words that doesn't make any sense.. I myself get irritated when I read my works.. it's like a written manifestation of unexcreted urea and fecal matter.. I would never win any Palanca awards at this pace.. maybe I just need an inspiration.. a girlfriend perhaps? nah.. I'd be depressed with the inevitable breakup anyway.. drugs? nah.. I still want to have a driver's license.. a friend? nah.. the friends who could possible tolerate me will return to their beloved homeland eventually.. a cup of coffee? nah.. my palms smell like cigarettes after drinking a cup of coffee.. a good book? nah.. I'd be too inspired then I'll look like a bloody ripoff.. I wanna have my own flavor of writing(if ever such thing still exist in the 21st century) a bad book? nah.. I'd be too dumbfounded.. and also it's a waste of precious money.. a can of Pringles? nah.. I don't want to grow horizontally.. a good pirated album? nah.. could there be possibly another band that I might like? a good film? nah.. I've seen some of the best.. and I don't see any point in watching any more films.. unless it's better than the ones I've watched.. a massage session? nah.. I hate it when the masseurs touch my unprotected butt.. I'm totally out of ideas..

wow.. it seems like I've written a lot.. or maybe not.. but yeah.. I still have to greet pinkballer08.. I just don't want to greet her in the middle of the day because she might be getting tons of greetings and mine would probably get drowned.. I don't like greeting people happy birthdays in times where people usually greet someone..well.. I rarely remember birthdays.. I suck at remembering dates.. the only birthday that I remember is mine and my sister's and ummm.. bea's 23rd of Feb? kat(z) 25th of May? Hen's same day as mine.. the other bea's 31st of December? I'm not really sure with the dates.. but yeah.. I'm improving.. I guess.. if my memory wasn't so bad.. bloody hell..

maybe my wife would probably kill me for not remembering our wedding anniversary.. or I doubt I'd get married.. maybe I'd get too obsessed with earning money that I've forgot how to socialize.. HIGHLY UNLIKELY.. but the no marriage thing is probable..

oh so wrong

I blog when I'm bored... yeah... harsh reality

I'm preeeeeetty sure that I'm gonna hate what's gonna happen tomorrow... I actually don't know what I am supposed to say when people greet me... I ain't saying what's gonna happen tomorrow.. because I don't want people flooding(which is a very highly unlikely situation) my friendster profile with generic and shitty greetings(and by now.. you might already have an idea on what's gonna happen tomorrow).. c'mon people.. it's a waste of precious bandwidth! go visit some porn site or something.. at least that'd make you and me happy.. a win-win situation I guess? but anyway.. it sucks to recieve greetings on my profile.. and strangely, I kinda get irritated when people greet me(as in personal greeting like "hey boo, insert greeting here").. I'd rather have sacrificial lambs or under age girls being thrown at me than empty words that I will forget eventually.. I also hate it when a lot of people know what kind of day it is tomorrow.. it's like "c'mon you bloody twats! let's stop wasting precious time on a very trivial annual event.. please?".. well unless you have time to burn then that wouldn't be a problem I guess? whatever.. but please... just give the bloody greeting and stop acting like it's something special for you.. well.. I dunno.. I don't consider my friend's birthday special.. except for some.. maybe I'm acting too ADD or something.. yeah.. maybe that's it.. I dunno.. screw me..

I just read in a 2004 SciAm article that too much choices will make you more misreable or something.. it's like those who settle for 2nd best are generally happier than those who goes for the best or something.. maybe that's why I feel kinda clinically depressed? well.. I'm already aware of the plethora of choices that I have.. unless I can "unlearn what I have learned" then I just have to go for things that would make me happier I guess.. even if the consequences will be grave... but c'mon.. I have a brain.. I'd rather be in a good position in life even if I have to give up happiness.. even if I would feel empty as hell(which is totally ironic considering the number of souls destined to suffer there).. happiness is one pill away.. or maybe three pills daily for ten days?

yeah... maybe ignorance really is bliss I guess.. but too much ignorance.. well.. that's bullshit.. maybe a controlled level of ignorance or something?

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kerrang! I'm currently taking a break from playing Guitar Hero 3.. it's a fun game! considering that I'm using only my keyboard and not the plastic peripheral that Red Octane provided.. but still.. I dig rhythm games.. too bad I can't afford an xbox 360 or a playstation 3.. at least they have rock band and guitar hero with peripherals.. although I just don't like the Gibson Les Paul they bundled with guitar hero 3.. it actually looks like a toy.. unlike rock band's fender strat or guitar hero 2's gibson xplorer.. until they release a gibson flying v or a fender katana or a reverse flying v I won't buy the whole bundle.. and until they make a guitar peripheral that actually looks and feels like a real guitar.. demanding? yeah.. totally.. I'm a big guy.. and I don't quite feel like a rock star when I'm playing with a small guitar.. or maybe I just got used to a bass? whatever..

let's shred!!

my wrist still hurts from playing Welcome To The Jungle on Medium.. and that's just on a medium difficulty! I'm bloody screwed..