after playing two hours of World of Warcraft on Toxic WoW.. I just realized how shitty my last entry was.. yeah.. it's bloody long but c'mon.. even I wanted to take a piss on a printed copy of that thing.. but yeah.. I tend to hate my products..
this is actually the real blog entry for the 30th of May but I got carried away with atheistic bitchslapping.. sooo yeah..
taking french lessons on Rosetta Stone made me realize how gay the French language sounds like.. because almost every word of the language has nasal vowels or whatchamacallit.. but yeah.. I don't think French really is for me.. because when French people talk they sound classy and all.. and I hate sounding like some cultured kid or something.. I guess I'll stop with the french lessons and shift to german lessons.. and german language is pretty much the best language for my semi-bass voice.. but the problem with the german language is their sentence construction that's quite difficult to understand.. because sometimes the verb is at the end of the sentence.. and german sentences tend to be long.. like a half a page or so.. sooooo yeah.. try reading one half of a pocket book's page without any pauses.. that'd kick ass..
I'm going back to UP this tuesday or so.. I feel like going back to the forest in the middle of the city.. it's a nice place for environmentalists to stay...
watch out for the next episode of bitchslapping with kenneth! our next victims: environmentalists
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Friday, May 30, 2008
never really believed in them
Disclaimer: this is a bloody long post.. do not read if your attention span is as short as a 5 year old
yeah.. true.. I've always been against everything.. before I was against religion.. and now I'm against the people who are against religion but not necessarily with it.. I find it shitty when people look for logical explanations for religion.. but yeah.. I used to look for logical explanation of god and shit.. but that was when I was still immature.. like 1st year high school.. and yeah.. let's enumerate those who at a certain point in their lifetime stopped believing in religion..
Person A: The "I don't believe in God because there is no concrete proof about his existence" Guy
yeah.. that used to be me.. but I realized that c'mon.. why do you need a proof about his existence? I mean yeah.. sure you can live your whole life looking for his existence.. but c'mon what if you wouldn't able to prove his existence? and you've spent a great amount of time on looking for him.. wouldn't that make you a more miserable chap? you're already miserable because you're looking for his existence.. that has always been the case.. like have you seen a normal jolly person looking for the existence of god? c'mon.. those who look for the existence of god are those who have tons of questions, who are smart and who have a lot of time in their hands. I've always believed in the saying that "ignorance is bliss".. the more you don't know.. the less complex life is..
Person B: The "I don't believe in God because if God existed then why would he let us suffer?" Guy
Ignorance may be bliss but sometimes when things get overboard it tends to get ugly.. like this poor little chap here.. he's blaming god for the suffering that he's experiencing.. okay.. c'mon.. kids like these don't really read the bible much.. maybe he doesn't know the story of Noah's Ark or other bad guys suffering story in the Bible.. I'm not really a Bible buff.. I haven't even read the whole book.. but yeah.. sometimes people suffer because they've been naughty(and sometimes they get rewarded oooh).. equilibrium must be maintained.. like c'mon why expect something if you haven't put enough effort to derserve it? but yeah.. how about the kids who're doing well.. goes to church on sunday but still their mom dies because of some wacko shot your mum in a bank robbery.. cute argument but not really something that would win me over in the whole 'god doesn't exist' thing.. like c'mon.. can you please raise your hand? thanks.. and if you didn't raise your hand chances are that free will does exist.. and if you have free will.. the wacko who shot your mum most probably had free will too.. we are free to do what we want! the only limitation is ourselves.. laws don't really limit what people can do.. what laws really do is to make people put limitations on themselves.. hell.. I can kill one of my teachers if murder wasn't against the law.. but yeah.. laws usually makes sense..
Person C: The "I don't give a fuck" Guy
people who don't care.. the apathists(what a fucked up term).. but yeah.. I don't have any arguments to bombard their kind with.. I think they're not as bad as the Person A and B.. because out of the three stereotypes.. Person C is the happiest.. because Person A would be too preoccupied in looking for a logical explanation on God's existence and Person B would most proably be angry as hell.. Person C would most probably be the guy sitting infront of their PC playing World of Warcraft or something.. yeah.. people like these live like theists.. but they don't spend an hour or so of their sunday in church.. and they don't have over the top extravagant weddings because they can only do a civil wedding.. but yeah.. the only problem is.. well.. they don't care.. and when people don't care it's sorta like a waste of good human resouce.. but who knows? maybe they doing their part?
I used to be Person A and C.. so don't flame me for not including Person D or something because these are all based on personal experiences and realizations and shit.. I used to look for the existence of god.. but I gave it all up after realizing that I can't really prove it.. wise men have tried for hundreds of years but still they're unable to prove his existence.. and what difference does it make? I'm pretty sure that they're waaaaaay smarter than I am.. so why prove something that even greater men weren't able to prove? but yeah.. I don't give a fuck about religion anymore.. believe what you want to believe.. I think religion and it's communities are a great bunch.. they help people, they sorta make a mini utopia.. but I don't feel like being a part of them.. and to quote Bjork "I thrive best hermit style".. but nope.. I'm not an atheist.. you can probably put me in the agnostic spectrum.. but I'm quite convinced that there might be a greater entity than us.. maybe you can call me a religious eclecticist.. because I take different beliefs from different religions and I follow them.. like I get the essence of Buddhism's Four Noble Truths and apply it to my life in a way.. or I'll get LaVeyan Satanism's Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth.. yeah.. I believe that LaVeyan Satanism is a great bunch.. not to be confused with Theistic Satanism they[LaVeyan Satanists] do not worship Satan.. but they just use Satan as a symbol of people's inner desires..
yeah.. this is a world record breaking feat
yeah.. true.. I've always been against everything.. before I was against religion.. and now I'm against the people who are against religion but not necessarily with it.. I find it shitty when people look for logical explanations for religion.. but yeah.. I used to look for logical explanation of god and shit.. but that was when I was still immature.. like 1st year high school.. and yeah.. let's enumerate those who at a certain point in their lifetime stopped believing in religion..
Person A: The "I don't believe in God because there is no concrete proof about his existence" Guy
yeah.. that used to be me.. but I realized that c'mon.. why do you need a proof about his existence? I mean yeah.. sure you can live your whole life looking for his existence.. but c'mon what if you wouldn't able to prove his existence? and you've spent a great amount of time on looking for him.. wouldn't that make you a more miserable chap? you're already miserable because you're looking for his existence.. that has always been the case.. like have you seen a normal jolly person looking for the existence of god? c'mon.. those who look for the existence of god are those who have tons of questions, who are smart and who have a lot of time in their hands. I've always believed in the saying that "ignorance is bliss".. the more you don't know.. the less complex life is..
Person B: The "I don't believe in God because if God existed then why would he let us suffer?" Guy
Ignorance may be bliss but sometimes when things get overboard it tends to get ugly.. like this poor little chap here.. he's blaming god for the suffering that he's experiencing.. okay.. c'mon.. kids like these don't really read the bible much.. maybe he doesn't know the story of Noah's Ark or other bad guys suffering story in the Bible.. I'm not really a Bible buff.. I haven't even read the whole book.. but yeah.. sometimes people suffer because they've been naughty(and sometimes they get rewarded oooh).. equilibrium must be maintained.. like c'mon why expect something if you haven't put enough effort to derserve it? but yeah.. how about the kids who're doing well.. goes to church on sunday but still their mom dies because of some wacko shot your mum in a bank robbery.. cute argument but not really something that would win me over in the whole 'god doesn't exist' thing.. like c'mon.. can you please raise your hand? thanks.. and if you didn't raise your hand chances are that free will does exist.. and if you have free will.. the wacko who shot your mum most probably had free will too.. we are free to do what we want! the only limitation is ourselves.. laws don't really limit what people can do.. what laws really do is to make people put limitations on themselves.. hell.. I can kill one of my teachers if murder wasn't against the law.. but yeah.. laws usually makes sense..
Person C: The "I don't give a fuck" Guy
people who don't care.. the apathists(what a fucked up term).. but yeah.. I don't have any arguments to bombard their kind with.. I think they're not as bad as the Person A and B.. because out of the three stereotypes.. Person C is the happiest.. because Person A would be too preoccupied in looking for a logical explanation on God's existence and Person B would most proably be angry as hell.. Person C would most probably be the guy sitting infront of their PC playing World of Warcraft or something.. yeah.. people like these live like theists.. but they don't spend an hour or so of their sunday in church.. and they don't have over the top extravagant weddings because they can only do a civil wedding.. but yeah.. the only problem is.. well.. they don't care.. and when people don't care it's sorta like a waste of good human resouce.. but who knows? maybe they doing their part?
I used to be Person A and C.. so don't flame me for not including Person D or something because these are all based on personal experiences and realizations and shit.. I used to look for the existence of god.. but I gave it all up after realizing that I can't really prove it.. wise men have tried for hundreds of years but still they're unable to prove his existence.. and what difference does it make? I'm pretty sure that they're waaaaaay smarter than I am.. so why prove something that even greater men weren't able to prove? but yeah.. I don't give a fuck about religion anymore.. believe what you want to believe.. I think religion and it's communities are a great bunch.. they help people, they sorta make a mini utopia.. but I don't feel like being a part of them.. and to quote Bjork "I thrive best hermit style".. but nope.. I'm not an atheist.. you can probably put me in the agnostic spectrum.. but I'm quite convinced that there might be a greater entity than us.. maybe you can call me a religious eclecticist.. because I take different beliefs from different religions and I follow them.. like I get the essence of Buddhism's Four Noble Truths and apply it to my life in a way.. or I'll get LaVeyan Satanism's Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth.. yeah.. I believe that LaVeyan Satanism is a great bunch.. not to be confused with Theistic Satanism they[LaVeyan Satanists] do not worship Satan.. but they just use Satan as a symbol of people's inner desires..
yeah.. this is a world record breaking feat
Thursday, May 29, 2008
love it long and huge
try to understand that mayonaise
most of my downloads for the past few days have been past the 1 gigabyte mark.. I've downloaded Kill Bill Vol 2, World of Warcraft, SimCity 4 deluxe edition.. and now I'm currently downloading Rosetta Stone with all of the lessons.. yeah.. I'm cool.. I study things that I won't probably use in the near future...
warcraft update.. WoW is a disappointment.. I was expecting Durotar to replicate the Durotar in Warcraft 3.. and I was also expecting that there'll be an Echo Isles.. but yeah.. there wasn't any.. nevertheless the game is still playable.. too bad that the server that I played in was quite lonely.. I like saw only 6 players at the 8 hours that I've been playing.. so that's like 3 people in every 4 hours.. although that isn't really the exact value.. but yeah.. close enough
I'm getting fat.. and bea wasn't able to give me any weight loss tips or something...
most of my downloads for the past few days have been past the 1 gigabyte mark.. I've downloaded Kill Bill Vol 2, World of Warcraft, SimCity 4 deluxe edition.. and now I'm currently downloading Rosetta Stone with all of the lessons.. yeah.. I'm cool.. I study things that I won't probably use in the near future...
warcraft update.. WoW is a disappointment.. I was expecting Durotar to replicate the Durotar in Warcraft 3.. and I was also expecting that there'll be an Echo Isles.. but yeah.. there wasn't any.. nevertheless the game is still playable.. too bad that the server that I played in was quite lonely.. I like saw only 6 players at the 8 hours that I've been playing.. so that's like 3 people in every 4 hours.. although that isn't really the exact value.. but yeah.. close enough
I'm getting fat.. and bea wasn't able to give me any weight loss tips or something...
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
werld of warcrapt
the screen is a watchdog
I am still bloody addicted to warcraft.. yeah.. kung kelan patapos na ang bakasyon... sabi ni Dexterlicious na 500 per month ang legit WoW dito sa pinas.. ayos lang.. considering na maganda daw sya.. soooo parang mag-se-save ako ng 25 sa daily baon ko para makapag-laro sa isang buwan.. I'd say it's a good deal..
warcraft download update as of 2100 hours:
3.52GB of 4.55GB 77.4%
average download speed - 49.7kB/s
average upload speed - 8.8kB/s
wala lang.. if you love reading statistical information.. I know I do.. mahilig ako sa SimCity 4 eh..
para dun sa mga gustong malaman kung saan ako maglalaro ng World of Warcraft.. sa Toxic WoW ako or sa Burning WoW.. may account na ko sa Toxic WoW..
I have bathed for like days now.. and I don't smell
I am still bloody addicted to warcraft.. yeah.. kung kelan patapos na ang bakasyon... sabi ni Dexterlicious na 500 per month ang legit WoW dito sa pinas.. ayos lang.. considering na maganda daw sya.. soooo parang mag-se-save ako ng 25 sa daily baon ko para makapag-laro sa isang buwan.. I'd say it's a good deal..
warcraft download update as of 2100 hours:
3.52GB of 4.55GB 77.4%
average download speed - 49.7kB/s
average upload speed - 8.8kB/s
wala lang.. if you love reading statistical information.. I know I do.. mahilig ako sa SimCity 4 eh..
para dun sa mga gustong malaman kung saan ako maglalaro ng World of Warcraft.. sa Toxic WoW ako or sa Burning WoW.. may account na ko sa Toxic WoW..
I have bathed for like days now.. and I don't smell
Warcraft! Word of Warcraft!
currently downloading: World of Warcraft
tama sila... nakakaadik ang warcraft.. pero di ko pa nalalaro ang World of Warcraft hanggang sa Warcraft III: Frozen Throne lang ako.. at di ako nag-do-dota ha.. yung bonus campaign ni Rexxar yung linalaro ko.. di ko kayang tagalan ang dota eh.. dalawang laro tops ang kaya ko with AI.. di ko pa nasusubukan ang online multiplayer aspect ng dota sa mga strangers at batang kanto.. noob ako sa dota eh.. ayaw ko naman sirain ang gaming experience nila.. at mas gusto ko yung larong may istoryang sinusundan.. di ganun ka-ganda ang storya ng dota eh.. atska isa ang dota sa mga sports-like games na di ko talaga kayang tagalan.. parang basketball.. di ko rin kaya tagalan ang basketball.. kaya lang naman ako nanonood ng basketball games ng beda ay dahil sa mga manonood eh.. pag nagcheecheer sila, nagaasaran sila.. basta.. tanggalin mo ang crowd sa isang basketball game.. aalis ako.. pero kahit may crowd man ang dota games.. di rin siguro ako tatagal.. kasi ang basketball madaling pumunto eh.. eh dota parang football na mas mabagal umiskor.. unless player kills ang paguusapan..
di talaga ako nilalang ng isports.. siguro kung may hilig man akong mga sports.. konti lang.. at di pa yung gusto ng marami sa pilipinas.. tulad ng football, austrailian football, at F1 Racing.. yung tatlo lang yun ang natatagalan ko pag nanonood ako sa TV.. ang ewan nga pag nanonood ako ng F1 racing eh.. parang ang-monotonous nya.. parang wala masyadong nangyayaring aksyon.. lalo na pag umuulan at may kelangang sundan na safety car.. parang nanonood ka ng isang parada ng mga hi tech na kotse na tila ba walang katapusan! pero it's friggin' entrhalling.. as in parang mapapatitig ka na lang sa screen at makakalimutan mo ang lahat.. parang droga.. haha..
di ako makapag-isip ng mabuti.. actually nag-break lang ako kasi na-awa ako sa sarili ko kasi I've been playing warcraft for like 12 hours or so... it's pretty fucked up.. pero di 12 hours straight akong naglalaro ng warcraft ha.. syempre kelangan kong jumingle, kumuha ng tsokolate at kunin ang telepono nung tumawag si daniel..
atska nanood rin ako ng pelikula nung mga ala una.. isang lumang japanese film galing 1973.. Sex & Fury.. dinownload ko lang sya out of curiosity.. kasi may references daw ang Kill Bill ni Quentin Tarantino dun.. at nakakatuwa rin kasi yung mga ganung klaseng pelikula.. pero oy! di sya porno na parang nasa celpon ng mga pubescent boys.. wala syang frontal nudity.. at comedy sya.. parang kahit anong circumstance ginagawa na lang na opportuinity na makipag-talik.. panoorin nyo! comedy sya!
go gamertag: dick gaywood!
tama sila... nakakaadik ang warcraft.. pero di ko pa nalalaro ang World of Warcraft hanggang sa Warcraft III: Frozen Throne lang ako.. at di ako nag-do-dota ha.. yung bonus campaign ni Rexxar yung linalaro ko.. di ko kayang tagalan ang dota eh.. dalawang laro tops ang kaya ko with AI.. di ko pa nasusubukan ang online multiplayer aspect ng dota sa mga strangers at batang kanto.. noob ako sa dota eh.. ayaw ko naman sirain ang gaming experience nila.. at mas gusto ko yung larong may istoryang sinusundan.. di ganun ka-ganda ang storya ng dota eh.. atska isa ang dota sa mga sports-like games na di ko talaga kayang tagalan.. parang basketball.. di ko rin kaya tagalan ang basketball.. kaya lang naman ako nanonood ng basketball games ng beda ay dahil sa mga manonood eh.. pag nagcheecheer sila, nagaasaran sila.. basta.. tanggalin mo ang crowd sa isang basketball game.. aalis ako.. pero kahit may crowd man ang dota games.. di rin siguro ako tatagal.. kasi ang basketball madaling pumunto eh.. eh dota parang football na mas mabagal umiskor.. unless player kills ang paguusapan..
di talaga ako nilalang ng isports.. siguro kung may hilig man akong mga sports.. konti lang.. at di pa yung gusto ng marami sa pilipinas.. tulad ng football, austrailian football, at F1 Racing.. yung tatlo lang yun ang natatagalan ko pag nanonood ako sa TV.. ang ewan nga pag nanonood ako ng F1 racing eh.. parang ang-monotonous nya.. parang wala masyadong nangyayaring aksyon.. lalo na pag umuulan at may kelangang sundan na safety car.. parang nanonood ka ng isang parada ng mga hi tech na kotse na tila ba walang katapusan! pero it's friggin' entrhalling.. as in parang mapapatitig ka na lang sa screen at makakalimutan mo ang lahat.. parang droga.. haha..
di ako makapag-isip ng mabuti.. actually nag-break lang ako kasi na-awa ako sa sarili ko kasi I've been playing warcraft for like 12 hours or so... it's pretty fucked up.. pero di 12 hours straight akong naglalaro ng warcraft ha.. syempre kelangan kong jumingle, kumuha ng tsokolate at kunin ang telepono nung tumawag si daniel..
atska nanood rin ako ng pelikula nung mga ala una.. isang lumang japanese film galing 1973.. Sex & Fury.. dinownload ko lang sya out of curiosity.. kasi may references daw ang Kill Bill ni Quentin Tarantino dun.. at nakakatuwa rin kasi yung mga ganung klaseng pelikula.. pero oy! di sya porno na parang nasa celpon ng mga pubescent boys.. wala syang frontal nudity.. at comedy sya.. parang kahit anong circumstance ginagawa na lang na opportuinity na makipag-talik.. panoorin nyo! comedy sya!
go gamertag: dick gaywood!
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Biyahe tayo sa bundok ng Acoje!
halos wala akong letrato sa bundok... madali kasing maubos battery pag nasa mataas na altitude daw eh.. tsk
Friday, May 23, 2008
a day without a blog entry is a day well spent
or I dunno.. maybe it's the other way around..
I just can't let the day pass by without me doing any blog entries or so.. but yeah..
since this is pretty much a quasi-madatory-ish entry.. don't expect any worthwhile content.. or I dunno.. reading blogs, for me, isn't really a worthwhile thing to begin with.. and if karma really is true then that explains why I'm not getting any traffic in my blog..
I started eating meat today.. dinner was like all meat or something.. and I haven't eaten anything today.. I was totally left with no other choice.. but yeah.. I never really gave a damn about animals being used as food.. but insert the name of the profession that study human remains here -ists say that our jaws or teeth aren't really designed for eating meat.. they're like saying that humans are herbivorous by nature.. but yeah.. McDonald's doesn't give a fuck..
I wanna do a short film again.. my photographs aren't really appreciated that much.. I can't upload my paintings and whatnots since we don't have a scanner.. and I can't record songs since I don't have the right program to edit songs on the PC... simply put, I blame my lack of ingeniuety...
yeah.. just got hold of some NEU! songs.. and they're pretty much the Mogwai of the 70s.. and their songs make a good soundtrack for my short films.. hmmmmmm.. if only I had actors.. yeah.. I have a camera, I have tons of ideas.. but I don't have kids who will stand infront of the camera lens to be my slave..
I'm not really asking for some help here.. but help is extremely appreciated.. but if you're willing to help, you have to be damn sure that you won't chicken out in the middle of things.. that's pretty unethical and unprofessional.. but yeah.. I won't pay you.. you're pretty much free to do that...
heat marshmallows die
I just can't let the day pass by without me doing any blog entries or so.. but yeah..
since this is pretty much a quasi-madatory-ish entry.. don't expect any worthwhile content.. or I dunno.. reading blogs, for me, isn't really a worthwhile thing to begin with.. and if karma really is true then that explains why I'm not getting any traffic in my blog..
I started eating meat today.. dinner was like all meat or something.. and I haven't eaten anything today.. I was totally left with no other choice.. but yeah.. I never really gave a damn about animals being used as food.. but insert the name of the profession that study human remains here -ists say that our jaws or teeth aren't really designed for eating meat.. they're like saying that humans are herbivorous by nature.. but yeah.. McDonald's doesn't give a fuck..
I wanna do a short film again.. my photographs aren't really appreciated that much.. I can't upload my paintings and whatnots since we don't have a scanner.. and I can't record songs since I don't have the right program to edit songs on the PC... simply put, I blame my lack of ingeniuety...
yeah.. just got hold of some NEU! songs.. and they're pretty much the Mogwai of the 70s.. and their songs make a good soundtrack for my short films.. hmmmmmm.. if only I had actors.. yeah.. I have a camera, I have tons of ideas.. but I don't have kids who will stand infront of the camera lens to be my slave..
I'm not really asking for some help here.. but help is extremely appreciated.. but if you're willing to help, you have to be damn sure that you won't chicken out in the middle of things.. that's pretty unethical and unprofessional.. but yeah.. I won't pay you.. you're pretty much free to do that...
heat marshmallows die
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
kaibigan, ako'y isang vegan part 2
day three... part two... meal number one
mas nagmumukang abstinence 'tong ginagawa ko keysa pagiging vegan talaga... halos dalawang beses na lang ako kumakain sa isang araw.. kahapon dinner lang kinain ko.. spaghetti at tomato sauce.. walang ground beef o cheese.. pero ayos lang.. nagdadagdag naman ng flavor ang tomato..
tas ngayon kakakain ko lang ng first meal of the day ko.. sabaw ng chicken na may pineapple at yung pineapples.. may linabag ba kong batas? kasi alam ko may chicken cubes yun eh.. pero ayun..
masaya ako ngayon.. nakapanood ako ng dalawang magagandang pelikula.. ang Mind Game ni Masaaki Yuasa at ang Requiem For A Dream ni Darren Aronofsky.. well.. di naman talaga ako masaya.. pero kahit papaano eh it made my day.. at maganda talaga yung dalawang films.. pero iba yung appeal ng isa sa isa.. yung Mind Game kasi parang self help book.. tas yung Requiem For A Dream parang biography ng mga adik.. hanep naman yung dalawa.. Mind Game reminded me that should seize the day.. and Requiem For A Dream taught me that I should stay away from the happy pills.. I guess it sorta changed me....... a bit....... temporarily........ yeah..
parehong magandang films for those who appreciate non-mainstream films.. if you want a happy and uplifting film.. watch Mind Game.. pero if you feed on the depression of others.. watch Requiem For A Dream..
pano nyo mapapanood? kung DSL connection kayo at may BitTorrent kayo.. punta lang kayo sa www.piratebay.org
mag-download na kayo ng lahat wag lang produktong pinoy.. ie pinoy films, pinoy songs... pano tayo aasenso nyan kung pati kapwa natin ninanakawan?
hindi masakit ulo mo... daliri mo lang yan
mas nagmumukang abstinence 'tong ginagawa ko keysa pagiging vegan talaga... halos dalawang beses na lang ako kumakain sa isang araw.. kahapon dinner lang kinain ko.. spaghetti at tomato sauce.. walang ground beef o cheese.. pero ayos lang.. nagdadagdag naman ng flavor ang tomato..
tas ngayon kakakain ko lang ng first meal of the day ko.. sabaw ng chicken na may pineapple at yung pineapples.. may linabag ba kong batas? kasi alam ko may chicken cubes yun eh.. pero ayun..
masaya ako ngayon.. nakapanood ako ng dalawang magagandang pelikula.. ang Mind Game ni Masaaki Yuasa at ang Requiem For A Dream ni Darren Aronofsky.. well.. di naman talaga ako masaya.. pero kahit papaano eh it made my day.. at maganda talaga yung dalawang films.. pero iba yung appeal ng isa sa isa.. yung Mind Game kasi parang self help book.. tas yung Requiem For A Dream parang biography ng mga adik.. hanep naman yung dalawa.. Mind Game reminded me that should seize the day.. and Requiem For A Dream taught me that I should stay away from the happy pills.. I guess it sorta changed me....... a bit....... temporarily........ yeah..
parehong magandang films for those who appreciate non-mainstream films.. if you want a happy and uplifting film.. watch Mind Game.. pero if you feed on the depression of others.. watch Requiem For A Dream..
pano nyo mapapanood? kung DSL connection kayo at may BitTorrent kayo.. punta lang kayo sa www.piratebay.org
mag-download na kayo ng lahat wag lang produktong pinoy.. ie pinoy films, pinoy songs... pano tayo aasenso nyan kung pati kapwa natin ninanakawan?
hindi masakit ulo mo... daliri mo lang yan
Mind Game
| Rating: | ★★★★★ |
| Category: | Movies |
| Genre: | Animation |
bakit?
well... usually kasi good films leave me speechless.. good films leave me in awe.. good films tend to put my life in a meaningless state..
after watching a good film like Cidade De Deus... I start to wonder.. now that I have seen one of the greatest films ever made, is there anything I should look forward to? it's like the feeling after reaching the top.. after doing it all.. you'll be left with nothing better to do.. that's what I hate about good films..
pero iba ang Mind Game.. it manages to leave me in awe but it wasn't able to get rid of meaning in my life.. it actually gave meaning to an otherwise meaningless existence..
the film itself isn't really for those who cannot appreciate surreal and absurd art.. the film is full of absurdity and surreality from start to finish.. but the director manages to create a strangely beautiful work of art..
it doesn't really have a serious tone.. it's actually funny but it has this punk tone that men would most probably enjoy.. and it also contained some humorous references to football.. a plus for footie fans everywhere..
but the film really is for the sensitive and weak kid who can't approach the man or lady she/he fancies.. or for just the sensitive or weak kid who seemed to have lost all hope...
it's a very inspiring story for everyone.. it's a carpe deim story pulled off in a geeky punk fashion..
I advise you to download this film if you have a hi-speed internet connection, a bit torrent client, and a great deal of patience: http://thepiratebay.org/tor/3323052/Mind_Game_%5BJapan_2004%5D
there is nothing better than being appreciated for an artist...
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Re: Syota.. (Oh so Lucky)
message lang nga...
pero daig pa rin kita kasi mas marami akong contacts tas di lumalampas ng lima ang nag-vie-view ng mga ginagawa ko...
ikaw may charley ka at di mo na kelangan ng blag.. ako wala talaga..
pero andyan pa naman ang prenster... kahit papaano eh buhay pa yan..
yehey
that's my purpose matt.. I make fantasies come true.. haha.. wag ka na maingay.. baka mahuli ako ni kapatid.. ;)
pero daig pa rin kita kasi mas marami akong contacts tas di lumalampas ng lima ang nag-vie-view ng mga ginagawa ko...
ikaw may charley ka at di mo na kelangan ng blag.. ako wala talaga..
pero andyan pa naman ang prenster... kahit papaano eh buhay pa yan..
yehey
that's my purpose matt.. I make fantasies come true.. haha.. wag ka na maingay.. baka mahuli ako ni kapatid.. ;)
indiefilmmaking
nakakamiss talaga ang mga gabi ng pagpupuyat dahil sa walang kwentang PC na crash ng crash sa kakaedit... kung meron lang akong pwedeng gawing artista eh.. handa ang camera ko, bibig ko at ang utak ko... sayang di ako makapag-upload ng indie film ko dito sa Multiply.. kasi 10 minutes lang ang limit.. eh mga 11 ata o 12 yung sa amin.. at ang masaklap pa dun, nawala yung master copy! binigay ata ni ma'am dominguez kay ramon batista yung master copy..
langya..
pero walang kwenta rin naman mga digital films ko eh.. or.. baka ako lang yun.. pero kahit na.. kahit ako nandidiri sa mga ginagawa ko sa mga videos ko.. pero kelangan nyo talaga mapanood yung mga videos ko! they're the most culturally significant videos evaaaaaaaaaaah!
linalamok ako sa kwarto ko ngayon kaya iinterbyuhin ko sarili ko tungkol sa pag gawa ko ng mga basurang pelikula..
Q: Mr. Fernandez, sino po ba ang naging dahilan kung bakit ka nahilig sa pag-gawa ng pelikula?
A: well.. simple lang yan.. ang talagang nag-udyok saken na gumawa ng mga pelikula ay si Ma'am Joan Margaret Manda.. ma'am! alam kong galit pa kayo saken pero pag tatanggap ako ng award pangalan mo ang isisigaw ko!
Q: at bakit naman po Mr Fernandez?
A: well.. kasi.. simple lang yan.. nung sican yir kasi ako.. may proyekto kami na cooking video.. digital camera pa gamit ko nun.. yung canon ixus 55.. tapos nung nag-simula na kong mag-edit sa Movie Maker.. I suddenly fell in love with the art...
Q: galing ha..
A: oo nga eh..
Q: ah eh.. how about your influences?
A: well.. my influences? well.. ummm.. I'm influenced by.. ummm.. photography! yeah yeah.. kasi nauna akong nahilig sa potograpiya.. kaya kadalasan mga shots ko puro mga still shots very evident naman yun sa cinematography ng mga pelikula ko.. kung napanood mo na.. pero kung mga direktor ang pag-uusapan.. influences ko would include: Michel Gondry and Quentin Tarantino..
Q: ano paborito mong kainin sa proeso ng pag-gawa ng pelikula?
A: well.. simple lang yan.. pag shooshoot.. paborito ko yung voice combo sandwich.. tas pagkatapos mag-shoot.. yung chicken o pork chop na maraming mang tomas.. tapos pag post-production.. mahilig ako kumain ng lucky me instant pancit canton..
Q: mukang pang-elite yung hilig nyong pagkain ha..
A: kaya nga eh..
Q: kung bibigyan kayo ng isang pagkakataong gumawa ng music video, kanino kayo makikipag-collaborate?
A: well.. simple lang yan.. gusto ko gawan ng video si Tropical Hut.. gagawa ako ng music video commercial!
Q: balita ko masarap spaghetti dun eh
A: kaya nga eh..
Q: kung magpapaturo ka sa isang tao sa film industry.. kanino ka magpapaturo at bakit?
A: well.. simple lang yan.. gusto ko magpaturo kay.. shet mahirap pala.. either si Quentin Tarantino at sa non-linear storylines nya o si Takeshi Kitano at sa mga fast paced action sequences nya
Q: bakit Purpleink Films ang pinangalan mo sa production line mo ng mga pelikula?
A: kasi yung bolpen ko purple..
Q: salamat sa pagsagot ng mga katanungan ko..
A: di yan tanong.. pero nasa 'Q'.. kanina ka pa ganyan eh..
hunger strike tayo mayang hapon
langya..
pero walang kwenta rin naman mga digital films ko eh.. or.. baka ako lang yun.. pero kahit na.. kahit ako nandidiri sa mga ginagawa ko sa mga videos ko.. pero kelangan nyo talaga mapanood yung mga videos ko! they're the most culturally significant videos evaaaaaaaaaaah!
linalamok ako sa kwarto ko ngayon kaya iinterbyuhin ko sarili ko tungkol sa pag gawa ko ng mga basurang pelikula..
Q: Mr. Fernandez, sino po ba ang naging dahilan kung bakit ka nahilig sa pag-gawa ng pelikula?
A: well.. simple lang yan.. ang talagang nag-udyok saken na gumawa ng mga pelikula ay si Ma'am Joan Margaret Manda.. ma'am! alam kong galit pa kayo saken pero pag tatanggap ako ng award pangalan mo ang isisigaw ko!
Q: at bakit naman po Mr Fernandez?
A: well.. kasi.. simple lang yan.. nung sican yir kasi ako.. may proyekto kami na cooking video.. digital camera pa gamit ko nun.. yung canon ixus 55.. tapos nung nag-simula na kong mag-edit sa Movie Maker.. I suddenly fell in love with the art...
Q: galing ha..
A: oo nga eh..
Q: ah eh.. how about your influences?
A: well.. my influences? well.. ummm.. I'm influenced by.. ummm.. photography! yeah yeah.. kasi nauna akong nahilig sa potograpiya.. kaya kadalasan mga shots ko puro mga still shots very evident naman yun sa cinematography ng mga pelikula ko.. kung napanood mo na.. pero kung mga direktor ang pag-uusapan.. influences ko would include: Michel Gondry and Quentin Tarantino..
Q: ano paborito mong kainin sa proeso ng pag-gawa ng pelikula?
A: well.. simple lang yan.. pag shooshoot.. paborito ko yung voice combo sandwich.. tas pagkatapos mag-shoot.. yung chicken o pork chop na maraming mang tomas.. tapos pag post-production.. mahilig ako kumain ng lucky me instant pancit canton..
Q: mukang pang-elite yung hilig nyong pagkain ha..
A: kaya nga eh..
Q: kung bibigyan kayo ng isang pagkakataong gumawa ng music video, kanino kayo makikipag-collaborate?
A: well.. simple lang yan.. gusto ko gawan ng video si Tropical Hut.. gagawa ako ng music video commercial!
Q: balita ko masarap spaghetti dun eh
A: kaya nga eh..
Q: kung magpapaturo ka sa isang tao sa film industry.. kanino ka magpapaturo at bakit?
A: well.. simple lang yan.. gusto ko magpaturo kay.. shet mahirap pala.. either si Quentin Tarantino at sa non-linear storylines nya o si Takeshi Kitano at sa mga fast paced action sequences nya
Q: bakit Purpleink Films ang pinangalan mo sa production line mo ng mga pelikula?
A: kasi yung bolpen ko purple..
Q: salamat sa pagsagot ng mga katanungan ko..
A: di yan tanong.. pero nasa 'Q'.. kanina ka pa ganyan eh..
hunger strike tayo mayang hapon
Monday, May 19, 2008
kaibigan ako'y isang vegan! part 1
day one... yesssssssssss.. it's pretty much torturous.. pero abrupt naman kasi yung transition ko from a non-vegan diet to a vegan diet..
breakfast...
I promised myself that I'd be eating some oat bran without any dairy milk.. and it's hell people.. hell.. buti't may pineapple juice pa kami sa fridge.. and buti't baliw ako at hinalo ko ang oat bran at pineapple juice.. at least nagkaroon ng flavor.. gawd...
lunch..
hotdog ang hinanda.. at bacon.. bloody hell! ba't ngayon lang kami nagkaroon ng bacon kung kelan ako nagpaka-vegan?! pero baka it's just a test.. pero I shall prevail! kaya rice at ketchup lang yung kinain ko nung lunch.. poor me...
miryenda..
buti't walang animal products sa Presto Creams.. yun lang kinain ko ngayon eh.. I feel like taking a dump
dinner..
hindi ko alam kung may makakain pa ko.. ay! oo.. pwede pa pala ako gumawa ng salad.. pero gawd.. bawal ako sa meat.. can you imagine a cesar salad na walang bacon bits?!?! T_T
ayos lang... anything for health naman diba?
breakfast...
I promised myself that I'd be eating some oat bran without any dairy milk.. and it's hell people.. hell.. buti't may pineapple juice pa kami sa fridge.. and buti't baliw ako at hinalo ko ang oat bran at pineapple juice.. at least nagkaroon ng flavor.. gawd...
lunch..
hotdog ang hinanda.. at bacon.. bloody hell! ba't ngayon lang kami nagkaroon ng bacon kung kelan ako nagpaka-vegan?! pero baka it's just a test.. pero I shall prevail! kaya rice at ketchup lang yung kinain ko nung lunch.. poor me...
miryenda..
buti't walang animal products sa Presto Creams.. yun lang kinain ko ngayon eh.. I feel like taking a dump
dinner..
hindi ko alam kung may makakain pa ko.. ay! oo.. pwede pa pala ako gumawa ng salad.. pero gawd.. bawal ako sa meat.. can you imagine a cesar salad na walang bacon bits?!?! T_T
ayos lang... anything for health naman diba?
Sunday, May 18, 2008
it's starting to feel like sunday again
it pretty much sucks... I'm assuming na alam nyo na yung 'sunday feeling'.. yung feeling of apprehension pag sunday and alam mong may pasok nanaman bukas.. or maybe it's just me..
whatever
life gets boring when your days get monotonous.. at para di ako ma-bore sa remaining weeks ng summer ko.. napagisipan ko na maging vegan for a week!
it occurred to me habang nag-gro-grocery kami at nasa produce section kami.. kaya kumuha ako ng mga ready made salad ng Dizon Farms, oatmeal, whole wheat bread, and leafy green vegetables enough hanggang wednesday.. dahil madaling masira ang mga ganung klaseng pagkain...pero ayun.. tingnan natin kung kakayanin ko ang pagiging vegan.
kaya mamaya maglalast supper ako na puro karne kakainin ko!
sino kaya asawa ni mother nature?
whatever
life gets boring when your days get monotonous.. at para di ako ma-bore sa remaining weeks ng summer ko.. napagisipan ko na maging vegan for a week!
it occurred to me habang nag-gro-grocery kami at nasa produce section kami.. kaya kumuha ako ng mga ready made salad ng Dizon Farms, oatmeal, whole wheat bread, and leafy green vegetables enough hanggang wednesday.. dahil madaling masira ang mga ganung klaseng pagkain...pero ayun.. tingnan natin kung kakayanin ko ang pagiging vegan.
kaya mamaya maglalast supper ako na puro karne kakainin ko!
sino kaya asawa ni mother nature?
Saturday, May 17, 2008
love kills
I'm feeling enlightened tonight.. kahit wala namang nangyari saken... natulog lang ako..
kulang talaga ako sa tulog ngayong linggo eh.. tulog ako ng alas dos o ala una tas magigising ako ng alas nuebe o alas otso.. ay.. 8 hours nga pala yun 'no.. pero kahit na! kelangan ko ng sampung oras na tulog para mag-function properly.. kasi nga.. ang mga malalaking sasakyan ay nangangailangan ng maraming gasolina..
anyway.. isang malaking cliché ang idea that love kills.. andami nang na-brokenhearted at nagpakamatay dahil sa boypren at gelpren nila.. kanina lang sinabihan ako ng mami ko na nagpakamatay yung isang empleyado ng JRU kasi nakipag-break sa kanya gelpren nya.. tas banat naman ni Matt D/kuya Chebong "buti pa si Kenneth.. walang gelpren".. tawa naman sila.. kaya naalala ko yung isang study tungkol sa effects ng sex hormones ng opposite sex sa mga receptos ng lab rats.. feeling ko nalabuan kayo dun.. pero whaddahey!
sabi nga dun sa study na nung linagyan ng estrogen ang isang male lab rat.. it experienced clinical depression.. tapos nung linagyan ng testosterone yung female lab rat.. na-depress rin ata.. ewan.. basta depression yung epekto! ganun talaga siguro epekto ng intimate attraction towards the opposite sex.. madedepress ka.. kasi sabi nga nila bumababa ang serotonin ng taong in love pag di nila nakakasama ang iniirog nila.. at pag in love ang tao.. nagkaka-estrogen ang mga lalaki.. kaya they spend time with the opposite sex more.. and ang nagkakatestosterone ang mga babae.. kaya they wanna do the jiggy more! haha.. lesson learned: pag horny ang babae... at hinde sya balbon.. in lab yun! wahaha.. ewan.. isang gagong theory lang yun.. kung gusto nyo.. subukan nyo yung experiment na yun.. pero di ko lang alam kung may standardized test that measures one's sexual desire.. isa sa mga sagabal yun..
san na nga ba ako? ay.. ayun.. sa tingin ko kaya na-depress yung mga lab rats kasi they were forced to love pero wala silang mamahalin! diba? or maybe it's just me imagining things again.. pero di nga.. think about it.. pag hinde nakakasama ng taong in love ang one and only nila.. nalulungkot sila! ewan... kaya siguro baka mag-neuropsychology ako pag magdodoktor ako.. I wanna study the scientific basis of love.. wahaha.. ayos lang kahit manatiling single ako sa pagaaral.. at least makakatulong ako sa nakararaming teenagers ng buong mundo!
haha.. di niyo ko kilala! gustong gusto kong tumulong sa mga tao 'no.. kala nyo gago lang ako na walang magawa sa buhay kundi mang-kritiko ng mga patalastas sa TV.. pero sino bang nagsabi na you can't be both?
whatever...
ang bibig ay pinangsasalita! hindi pinangsusubo!
kulang talaga ako sa tulog ngayong linggo eh.. tulog ako ng alas dos o ala una tas magigising ako ng alas nuebe o alas otso.. ay.. 8 hours nga pala yun 'no.. pero kahit na! kelangan ko ng sampung oras na tulog para mag-function properly.. kasi nga.. ang mga malalaking sasakyan ay nangangailangan ng maraming gasolina..
anyway.. isang malaking cliché ang idea that love kills.. andami nang na-brokenhearted at nagpakamatay dahil sa boypren at gelpren nila.. kanina lang sinabihan ako ng mami ko na nagpakamatay yung isang empleyado ng JRU kasi nakipag-break sa kanya gelpren nya.. tas banat naman ni Matt D/kuya Chebong "buti pa si Kenneth.. walang gelpren".. tawa naman sila.. kaya naalala ko yung isang study tungkol sa effects ng sex hormones ng opposite sex sa mga receptos ng lab rats.. feeling ko nalabuan kayo dun.. pero whaddahey!
sabi nga dun sa study na nung linagyan ng estrogen ang isang male lab rat.. it experienced clinical depression.. tapos nung linagyan ng testosterone yung female lab rat.. na-depress rin ata.. ewan.. basta depression yung epekto! ganun talaga siguro epekto ng intimate attraction towards the opposite sex.. madedepress ka.. kasi sabi nga nila bumababa ang serotonin ng taong in love pag di nila nakakasama ang iniirog nila.. at pag in love ang tao.. nagkaka-estrogen ang mga lalaki.. kaya they spend time with the opposite sex more.. and ang nagkakatestosterone ang mga babae.. kaya they wanna do the jiggy more! haha.. lesson learned: pag horny ang babae... at hinde sya balbon.. in lab yun! wahaha.. ewan.. isang gagong theory lang yun.. kung gusto nyo.. subukan nyo yung experiment na yun.. pero di ko lang alam kung may standardized test that measures one's sexual desire.. isa sa mga sagabal yun..
san na nga ba ako? ay.. ayun.. sa tingin ko kaya na-depress yung mga lab rats kasi they were forced to love pero wala silang mamahalin! diba? or maybe it's just me imagining things again.. pero di nga.. think about it.. pag hinde nakakasama ng taong in love ang one and only nila.. nalulungkot sila! ewan... kaya siguro baka mag-neuropsychology ako pag magdodoktor ako.. I wanna study the scientific basis of love.. wahaha.. ayos lang kahit manatiling single ako sa pagaaral.. at least makakatulong ako sa nakararaming teenagers ng buong mundo!
haha.. di niyo ko kilala! gustong gusto kong tumulong sa mga tao 'no.. kala nyo gago lang ako na walang magawa sa buhay kundi mang-kritiko ng mga patalastas sa TV.. pero sino bang nagsabi na you can't be both?
whatever...
ang bibig ay pinangsasalita! hindi pinangsusubo!
bata bata pano ka ginawa
kelangan nanamang mag-travel ngayon... babalik sa probinsya para pumunta sa kasal.. langyang mga tao kasi yan eh.. ako pa piniling groom's man.. eh di ko naman kilala yung groom.. at di hamak na mas matangkad ako dun sa groom.. mas magiging prominenteng figure ako dun! bwahaha.. pero wala pa kong proper marriage regalia.. meron lang ako leather shoes ko last year.. di pa ko nakakabili ng sapatos ko.. pasukan na pala..
gusto ko na nang mag-pasukan agad eh.. as in sa lunes! gusto ko papasok na ko sa beda.. para matapos na yung lahat.. pahihirapan lang nanaman kami eh.. tapos may thesis na.. langyang yan.. pero ayos lang.. I like making arguments.. pero putcha.. ba't kelangan pa lagyan ng abstract achuchchu at kung anu-ano pang nagpapakomplikado ng isang simpleng argument.. pero siguro it's a scholastic way of presenting arguments.. or baka mahilig lang talaga ako mag-oppose sa mga kinauukulan?
well.. naging habit ko na siguro ang pag-contradict sa lahat ng bagay.. although minsan nagiging tolerable naman ako o hinde ko pinapakita na gusto kong i-contradict ang isang bagay.. minsan mabait ako.. pero pag kagaguhan na yung mga arguments ng iba.. dun na ko nagsisimulang gumawa ng antithesis.. tulad ng pag-babawal ng Rubik's Cube sa iskwelahan.. isang malaking kagaguhan ito! hindi siguro alam ng nagsabi na bawal ang Rubik's Cube na matututo sa mga logarithm(na hindi tinuturo ng iskwelahan) at algebraic achuchuchu ang mga studyante dahil dito... natretrain ang visualization and memory skills nila kung minememorize lang nila yung mga steps.. pero c'mon! porque nahuhuli sa mga klasrum ang rubik's cube ipagbabawal na nila sa buong iskwelahan?! dapat yung guro sa klasrum ang bahala sa mga sitwasyong ganun.. o baka... ayaw lang ng mga kinauukulan na gumaling ang mga studyante nila sa rubik's cube! baka ayaw nilang mahigitan ng mga studyante ang rubik's cube-ing skillz nila!
pero ayun.. naalala ko lang.. lumang tugtugin na 'to eh.. kahit ang retro bumabalik pa rin sa uso 'no!
gusto ko na nang mag-pasukan agad eh.. as in sa lunes! gusto ko papasok na ko sa beda.. para matapos na yung lahat.. pahihirapan lang nanaman kami eh.. tapos may thesis na.. langyang yan.. pero ayos lang.. I like making arguments.. pero putcha.. ba't kelangan pa lagyan ng abstract achuchchu at kung anu-ano pang nagpapakomplikado ng isang simpleng argument.. pero siguro it's a scholastic way of presenting arguments.. or baka mahilig lang talaga ako mag-oppose sa mga kinauukulan?
well.. naging habit ko na siguro ang pag-contradict sa lahat ng bagay.. although minsan nagiging tolerable naman ako o hinde ko pinapakita na gusto kong i-contradict ang isang bagay.. minsan mabait ako.. pero pag kagaguhan na yung mga arguments ng iba.. dun na ko nagsisimulang gumawa ng antithesis.. tulad ng pag-babawal ng Rubik's Cube sa iskwelahan.. isang malaking kagaguhan ito! hindi siguro alam ng nagsabi na bawal ang Rubik's Cube na matututo sa mga logarithm(na hindi tinuturo ng iskwelahan) at algebraic achuchuchu ang mga studyante dahil dito... natretrain ang visualization and memory skills nila kung minememorize lang nila yung mga steps.. pero c'mon! porque nahuhuli sa mga klasrum ang rubik's cube ipagbabawal na nila sa buong iskwelahan?! dapat yung guro sa klasrum ang bahala sa mga sitwasyong ganun.. o baka... ayaw lang ng mga kinauukulan na gumaling ang mga studyante nila sa rubik's cube! baka ayaw nilang mahigitan ng mga studyante ang rubik's cube-ing skillz nila!
pero ayun.. naalala ko lang.. lumang tugtugin na 'to eh.. kahit ang retro bumabalik pa rin sa uso 'no!
Friday, May 16, 2008
ang adik ay hindi natutulog...
woaaaaaoooooooaaaaaaooooooah sweet child o' miiiiiiiiiiine..
ilang beses ko nang rinu-rub ang aking mga mata... ewan ko ba.. buti sana kung makakatulong ito sa aking kasalukuyang estado.. gumawa ako ng tula.. out of boredom.. lupet nga eh.. feeling ko mas creative ako pag inaantok na ko.. pero wala yun.. placebo effect lang yun.. di ako yung katulad ng iba na talagang gising pa rin hanggang alas tres ng madaling araw.. ang malaking sasakyan ay nangangailangan ng maraming gasolina.. kaya hanggang alas dos lang ako magpupuyat.. o baka hanggang alas dos lang ako magkokompyuter.. kasi pagkahiga ko magbabasa pa ko ng pugad baboy.. masyang pampatulog.. lalo na yung mga bagong kopya.. tulad ng 13.. pakorny ng pakorny mga jokes ni Pol Medina eh.. pero ayos lang.. I adore corny jokes...
ay nakalimutan ko pala may tula dapat akong ipapakita sa inyo.. isa kasi akong nilalang na di marunong gumawa ng tula.. walang rhythm o rhyme yung mga tula ko.. sa tingin ko nga eh di ko sinusunod ang poetry writing dogma.. or kung sinusunod ko man.. marami akong linalabag na faux pas.. pero I adamantly believe that art has no limits! kaya gawa lang ako ng gawa.. pag tinawag kong.. art.. art na yun! although di naman talaga sya mag-aappeal sa marmi.. pero ganyan talaga.. tingnan mo Cueshe' sabi nila they're a band.. eh sa tingin mo ba music ang ginagawa nila?
yun ang tula na ginawa ko ng ilang minuto lang dahil inaantok ako.. maganda? pangit? wala akong masyadong pakialam.. pero matatamaan pa rin naman ako kahit papaano..
mabuhay ang mga may kaliwang kamay!
ilang beses ko nang rinu-rub ang aking mga mata... ewan ko ba.. buti sana kung makakatulong ito sa aking kasalukuyang estado.. gumawa ako ng tula.. out of boredom.. lupet nga eh.. feeling ko mas creative ako pag inaantok na ko.. pero wala yun.. placebo effect lang yun.. di ako yung katulad ng iba na talagang gising pa rin hanggang alas tres ng madaling araw.. ang malaking sasakyan ay nangangailangan ng maraming gasolina.. kaya hanggang alas dos lang ako magpupuyat.. o baka hanggang alas dos lang ako magkokompyuter.. kasi pagkahiga ko magbabasa pa ko ng pugad baboy.. masyang pampatulog.. lalo na yung mga bagong kopya.. tulad ng 13.. pakorny ng pakorny mga jokes ni Pol Medina eh.. pero ayos lang.. I adore corny jokes...
ay nakalimutan ko pala may tula dapat akong ipapakita sa inyo.. isa kasi akong nilalang na di marunong gumawa ng tula.. walang rhythm o rhyme yung mga tula ko.. sa tingin ko nga eh di ko sinusunod ang poetry writing dogma.. or kung sinusunod ko man.. marami akong linalabag na faux pas.. pero I adamantly believe that art has no limits! kaya gawa lang ako ng gawa.. pag tinawag kong.. art.. art na yun! although di naman talaga sya mag-aappeal sa marmi.. pero ganyan talaga.. tingnan mo Cueshe' sabi nila they're a band.. eh sa tingin mo ba music ang ginagawa nila?
Ang Adik ay Hindi Natutulog
isang tula ni Kenneth Fernandez
ang bulag ay hindi nakakakita
ang bingi ay hindi nakakarinig
ang pipe ay hindi makapagsalita
ang manhid ay hindi nakakaramdam
ang suplado ay hindi namamansin
ang sugapa ay hindi namimigay
ang bobo ay hindi nagiisip
ang malibog ay hindi rumirespeto
ang tatay ay hindi umiiyak
ang nanay ay hindi lumalaban
ang anak ay hindi sumasagot
ang sanggol ay hindi malaya
ang kapitan ay hindi nakikinig
ang mayor ay hindi gumagalaw
ang governor ay hindi tumutlong
ang congressman ay hindi nagpapakita
ang mata ay di dapat nabubulag
ang tenga ay di dapat nabibingi
ang bibig ay di dapat napapatahimik
ang kamay ay di dapat nakakadena
ang matatanda ay di dapat pinagpapahinga
ang magulang ay di dapat pumoprotekta
ang kabataan ay di dapat matulog
ang magiging anak mo ay di dapat maging katulad mo
ang puta ay hindi madumi
ang kriminal ay hindi masama
ang durugista ay hindi tarantado
ang adik ay hindi natutulog
isang tula ni Kenneth Fernandez
ang bulag ay hindi nakakakita
ang bingi ay hindi nakakarinig
ang pipe ay hindi makapagsalita
ang manhid ay hindi nakakaramdam
ang suplado ay hindi namamansin
ang sugapa ay hindi namimigay
ang bobo ay hindi nagiisip
ang malibog ay hindi rumirespeto
ang tatay ay hindi umiiyak
ang nanay ay hindi lumalaban
ang anak ay hindi sumasagot
ang sanggol ay hindi malaya
ang kapitan ay hindi nakikinig
ang mayor ay hindi gumagalaw
ang governor ay hindi tumutlong
ang congressman ay hindi nagpapakita
ang mata ay di dapat nabubulag
ang tenga ay di dapat nabibingi
ang bibig ay di dapat napapatahimik
ang kamay ay di dapat nakakadena
ang matatanda ay di dapat pinagpapahinga
ang magulang ay di dapat pumoprotekta
ang kabataan ay di dapat matulog
ang magiging anak mo ay di dapat maging katulad mo
ang puta ay hindi madumi
ang kriminal ay hindi masama
ang durugista ay hindi tarantado
ang adik ay hindi natutulog
yun ang tula na ginawa ko ng ilang minuto lang dahil inaantok ako.. maganda? pangit? wala akong masyadong pakialam.. pero matatamaan pa rin naman ako kahit papaano..
mabuhay ang mga may kaliwang kamay!
Thursday, May 15, 2008
recognizable pitfalls
I'm pretty much confused right now... maybe those who don't think at all tend to be happier in the long run.. those who perceive a tree as a plant made of wood and leaves are quite fortunate.. and those try get into the bottom of things would eventually bring all of their unanswered queries with them to their rotting state... why can't we destroy everything to create a new beginning? I'm not really expecting an answer that would satisfy me.. I don't argue about those things anymore because it's pretty much impossible to win.. you can't emerge as the victor without arming yourself to the teeth and of course blowing the motherfucker's head and crushing it into pieces..but I guess it all depends on the situation.. who gets shot first, who runs out of bullets first, and who stops using their weapons first... maybe that's the beautiful thing about having a bullet in the head.. the caliber of the gun you're holding wouldn't matter.. it would all rely on taking advantage of every situation...
a pretty far out entry I guess.. bang!
a pretty far out entry I guess.. bang!
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
gamigo
well.. I've been playing games on my PC for the past few days.. games like Neverwinter Nights 2, dota, and Unreal Tournament 3... I'd say it's a very balanced gaming diet.. we have the slow paced game.. the medium paced game.. and the uber fast paced game..
neverwinter nights was fun.. especially the depth of the character customization.. it was fun.. although I haven't finished the main game yet cause I stopped playing for a few days or so.. but yeah.. love the voice acting.. like the graphics a bit.. sorta like the turn based fighting of Dungeons & Dragons.. and yeah.. I'm not really used to the slow paced-ness of the D&D games.. but yeah.. something to do for the long rainy summer..
dota was kinda fun too.. although I didn't like the dying part.. or I dunno.. I didn't like the monotony of the game itself.. I can't believe how thousands of people can adore the game.. or maybe it's just me? the only hero I've been using is Rhasta.. the Shadow Shaman guy.. and I'm always against AI kids.. I don't feel like going online.. I'm not really that good.. I always get pawned by easy AI kids.. but yeah.. hate the dying...
but they're worthless compared to Unreal Tournament.. the FPS I've grown to lov-- oh wait.. it was Quake.. not Unreal.. but yeah.. loved both games.. killing people is very fun.. especially when you do it online.. wanna kill and kill and kill and kill THE FUCKING SONS OF BITCHES UNTIL THEY'RE UNABLE TO RESPAWN ANYMORE!! uhhhhhhh.. yeah.. right.. whatever
neverwinter nights was fun.. especially the depth of the character customization.. it was fun.. although I haven't finished the main game yet cause I stopped playing for a few days or so.. but yeah.. love the voice acting.. like the graphics a bit.. sorta like the turn based fighting of Dungeons & Dragons.. and yeah.. I'm not really used to the slow paced-ness of the D&D games.. but yeah.. something to do for the long rainy summer..
dota was kinda fun too.. although I didn't like the dying part.. or I dunno.. I didn't like the monotony of the game itself.. I can't believe how thousands of people can adore the game.. or maybe it's just me? the only hero I've been using is Rhasta.. the Shadow Shaman guy.. and I'm always against AI kids.. I don't feel like going online.. I'm not really that good.. I always get pawned by easy AI kids.. but yeah.. hate the dying...
but they're worthless compared to Unreal Tournament.. the FPS I've grown to lov-- oh wait.. it was Quake.. not Unreal.. but yeah.. loved both games.. killing people is very fun.. especially when you do it online.. wanna kill and kill and kill and kill THE FUCKING SONS OF BITCHES UNTIL THEY'RE UNABLE TO RESPAWN ANYMORE!! uhhhhhhh.. yeah.. right.. whatever
Monday, May 12, 2008
Sana Everyday Mother's Day
I'm back again.. with photos not in any way related to the day itself.. which is mother's day.. but yeah.. you don't have to see me celebrating with my mum anyway.. you're just there to see how I view the world.. clean and crispy...
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
insider chika
nag-enroll na ko kanina... at nakita ko ang tentative list ng pre-engineering class... pero baliktad kong nabasa eh.. kasi nasa table ni ma'am Yabut.. mga naalala kong surnames ay: Envoltorio, Dionisio, Garcia, Carlos, Capistrano, Castillo, Lucina, Hernandez, Cuaycong, Dequilla, Estacio... tas posibleng malipat si Carreon at Valderrama sa ibang section dahil puno na yung pre-engineering.. tska baka dalawa yung pre-med sections.. 50 students daw kasi yung mga pwedeng ilagay sa pre-med.. tas pinakakonti sa pre-law.. 39 students.. yun lang...
pero ang pinakamasaklap talaga ay hihiramin na lang daw ang mga libro! pero.. it has it's own pros and cons.. at least pag ganun.. di mo na kelangan magnakaw.. pero.. pag nawala mo naman.. malas mo.. ilang beses na rin kasi ako nabiktima ng pagnanakaw ng libro.. langya eh.. nung sican yir naman ako di naman ako nanakawan.. siguro depende lang yun sa section.. marami kasi akong gagong kaklase ngayon.. di katulad nung sican yir ako.. amababait nila.. puro pagsyosyota ang pinaguusapan nila.. pero nung third year rin naman puro pagsyosyota pinaguusapan nila.. pero athlete sila eh.. there's a big difference y'know..
pero ayun.. pedophile mga athlete samin eh.. di katulad nung sican yir ako.. mga kasing tanda nila nagiging syota nila..
anyway... wala pa rin akong napapala sa mga ginagawa ko... kumain ka na lang ng spaghetti ng Tropical.. tipid
pero ang pinakamasaklap talaga ay hihiramin na lang daw ang mga libro! pero.. it has it's own pros and cons.. at least pag ganun.. di mo na kelangan magnakaw.. pero.. pag nawala mo naman.. malas mo.. ilang beses na rin kasi ako nabiktima ng pagnanakaw ng libro.. langya eh.. nung sican yir naman ako di naman ako nanakawan.. siguro depende lang yun sa section.. marami kasi akong gagong kaklase ngayon.. di katulad nung sican yir ako.. amababait nila.. puro pagsyosyota ang pinaguusapan nila.. pero nung third year rin naman puro pagsyosyota pinaguusapan nila.. pero athlete sila eh.. there's a big difference y'know..
pero ayun.. pedophile mga athlete samin eh.. di katulad nung sican yir ako.. mga kasing tanda nila nagiging syota nila..
anyway... wala pa rin akong napapala sa mga ginagawa ko... kumain ka na lang ng spaghetti ng Tropical.. tipid
nailcutterpillow
If I stop blogging then that means I'm happy...
I noticed that my pictures aren't what I want them to be.. the colors are all pale and stuff.. I feel like increasing their contrast or something.. that's something I'm tired of doing actually.. editing the photos.. why can't we go back into the days where-- wait.. it was a lot more complicated and tedious back in the days.. you still have to go to the dark rooms and have films and stuff.. but yeah.. now that that the digital age has brought us the digital camera.. we don't have to worry about the price of the film or developing it.. maybe there'll be a time were guns are also digital? y'know.. like.. the film is to camera and bullet is to a gun.. get it? like.. maybe.. bullets will be.. digital.. all you have to worry is.. I guess.. the limit? of how much shots can you make-- wait.. it's starting to sound like a digital camera.. but you get the point right? c'mon...
but yeah.. with every advancement comes another burden.. like before.. people are very cautious when taking shots.. because the film is limited to how many shots or so.. and in a way.. it limits the amout of bad shots.. sooooo I guess you can say that photography back then had quality even for non-professionals.. but now.. you can store thousands of photos with a thing that's thinner than a guy's dong suffering from hypogonadism... but yeah.. enter the mediocrity of common photos.. but I don't feel like ranting about it.. I guess it's pretty much the norm these days.. now that cellphones are armed with camera lenses.. but yeah.. I guess it has it's own artistic merit.. and even if it doesn't.. maybe.. it wasn't really meant for any artistic purposes.. maybe they like keeping memories of the time they met this certain celebrity or something...
but yeah.. I love saying 'but yeah'... forgive me.. I'm a guy.. men aren't the chatty type.. except when they're drunk or when there's a gun pointed at his head.. and our vocabulary isn't as broad as women's..
I tried reading my blog entries.. and I'm quite surprised at the things that I said.. although it kinda gets irritating at times.. now I know why some people get irritated with me.. cause I suck like a bloody wanker on liquor street.. but yeah.. I'm guessing that I might not change in the coming years.. or I dunno.. maybe some life changing event transpires within this year and.. uhmmmm.. yeah..
for those who stood like the berlin wall... I'm pretty fine with what happened
I noticed that my pictures aren't what I want them to be.. the colors are all pale and stuff.. I feel like increasing their contrast or something.. that's something I'm tired of doing actually.. editing the photos.. why can't we go back into the days where-- wait.. it was a lot more complicated and tedious back in the days.. you still have to go to the dark rooms and have films and stuff.. but yeah.. now that that the digital age has brought us the digital camera.. we don't have to worry about the price of the film or developing it.. maybe there'll be a time were guns are also digital? y'know.. like.. the film is to camera and bullet is to a gun.. get it? like.. maybe.. bullets will be.. digital.. all you have to worry is.. I guess.. the limit? of how much shots can you make-- wait.. it's starting to sound like a digital camera.. but you get the point right? c'mon...
but yeah.. with every advancement comes another burden.. like before.. people are very cautious when taking shots.. because the film is limited to how many shots or so.. and in a way.. it limits the amout of bad shots.. sooooo I guess you can say that photography back then had quality even for non-professionals.. but now.. you can store thousands of photos with a thing that's thinner than a guy's dong suffering from hypogonadism... but yeah.. enter the mediocrity of common photos.. but I don't feel like ranting about it.. I guess it's pretty much the norm these days.. now that cellphones are armed with camera lenses.. but yeah.. I guess it has it's own artistic merit.. and even if it doesn't.. maybe.. it wasn't really meant for any artistic purposes.. maybe they like keeping memories of the time they met this certain celebrity or something...
but yeah.. I love saying 'but yeah'... forgive me.. I'm a guy.. men aren't the chatty type.. except when they're drunk or when there's a gun pointed at his head.. and our vocabulary isn't as broad as women's..
I tried reading my blog entries.. and I'm quite surprised at the things that I said.. although it kinda gets irritating at times.. now I know why some people get irritated with me.. cause I suck like a bloody wanker on liquor street.. but yeah.. I'm guessing that I might not change in the coming years.. or I dunno.. maybe some life changing event transpires within this year and.. uhmmmm.. yeah..
for those who stood like the berlin wall... I'm pretty fine with what happened
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Kaibigan, galing akong Vigan!
a bunch of photos from our vigan trip.. nothing much.. wala naman masyadong magandang photos dun eh..
Gorgonites unite!!
well.. I'm back.. and nakakatamad gumawa ng blog entry tungkol sa trip.. basta ang kelangan nyo lang malaman eh mas matagal yung trip papunta't pauwi keysa sa stay namin sa Vigan.. amazing 'no?
masaya sa Vigan eh.. maganda tulog ko.. kahit 6 hours lang.. di sumasakit ulo ko.. ewan ko nga kung baket eh.. siguro yung unan yun o yung kama o yung mga multo ng hotel na tinirahan namin..pero sana dun na lang ako nakatira.. masaya eh.. masaya ang umaga, hapon at gabi... lalo na ang mga gabi.. pero ayun.. di ko na masyadong idedescribe ang trip..
tama nga mami ko.. dapat malibot ko muna ang buong pilipinas bago lumipad sa ibang bansa... kasi sa akin lang ha.. mas nappreciate ko ang pilipinas.. cheesy.. pero oo nga pramis.. kasi parang yung mga ibang palaging naga-out of the country trips.. tas sinasabi nila walang kwenta ang pilipinas.. di pa siguro nila nalilibot ang pilipinas.. siguro sa Puerto Galera at Boracay at Baguio lang ang pinupuntahan nila.. pero ewan.. baka masyado lang silang superficial at di sila marunong mag appreciate ng history ng isang bagay o lugar.. mabuhay ang pilipinas! di magpapalupig!!
currently listening to: Try, Try, Try Version 1 ng Smashing Pumpkins... beautiful song.. love the band.. love the cryptic lyrics... parang Eraserheads.. nagtataka nga ako eh.. andaming may gusto sa Eheads.. eh napaka-cryptic ng ibang songs nila.. soooooo it's either matatalino ang mga pinoy o magaling talaga ang Eheads.. personally.. di ko masyadong gusto ang Eheads.. parang oo nga maganda music nila.. pero parang di ko ganun katrip.. ewan.. baka di ko pa napapakinggan lahat ng good songs nila.. pero uy ha.. maganda yung songs ni Ely sa Mongol days nya.. tska dun sa 1st album ng Pupil.. the 2nd album sucks.. parang Five On The Floor ng Sandwich.. mabibilang sa isang kamay yung magagandang songs..
masaya sa Vigan eh.. maganda tulog ko.. kahit 6 hours lang.. di sumasakit ulo ko.. ewan ko nga kung baket eh.. siguro yung unan yun o yung kama o yung mga multo ng hotel na tinirahan namin..pero sana dun na lang ako nakatira.. masaya eh.. masaya ang umaga, hapon at gabi... lalo na ang mga gabi.. pero ayun.. di ko na masyadong idedescribe ang trip..
tama nga mami ko.. dapat malibot ko muna ang buong pilipinas bago lumipad sa ibang bansa... kasi sa akin lang ha.. mas nappreciate ko ang pilipinas.. cheesy.. pero oo nga pramis.. kasi parang yung mga ibang palaging naga-out of the country trips.. tas sinasabi nila walang kwenta ang pilipinas.. di pa siguro nila nalilibot ang pilipinas.. siguro sa Puerto Galera at Boracay at Baguio lang ang pinupuntahan nila.. pero ewan.. baka masyado lang silang superficial at di sila marunong mag appreciate ng history ng isang bagay o lugar.. mabuhay ang pilipinas! di magpapalupig!!
currently listening to: Try, Try, Try Version 1 ng Smashing Pumpkins... beautiful song.. love the band.. love the cryptic lyrics... parang Eraserheads.. nagtataka nga ako eh.. andaming may gusto sa Eheads.. eh napaka-cryptic ng ibang songs nila.. soooooo it's either matatalino ang mga pinoy o magaling talaga ang Eheads.. personally.. di ko masyadong gusto ang Eheads.. parang oo nga maganda music nila.. pero parang di ko ganun katrip.. ewan.. baka di ko pa napapakinggan lahat ng good songs nila.. pero uy ha.. maganda yung songs ni Ely sa Mongol days nya.. tska dun sa 1st album ng Pupil.. the 2nd album sucks.. parang Five On The Floor ng Sandwich.. mabibilang sa isang kamay yung magagandang songs..
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